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    The Bargain by

    Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

    13 Feb 2026

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    No matter where she was, no matter what she was doing, she never left the Cauldron.

    Pain and emptiness have been her companions since she was born. Her mother made sure of that.

    The drinking was supposed to help; it was helping. Now confined to the House of Wind, Nesta can't escape the darkness that follows her every step. What happens when it finally catches up with her?

    Cassian doesn't know how to help.

    No one can help.

    Would it would be better if she let the darkness have her? Maybe tonight, she can finally close her eyes and never wake up.

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    A Court of Vice and Victors by

    Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas  

    11 Jan 2026

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    “Then stop, Cassian!” She was shouting now, inches from his face. “Stop fighting for my life! I never asked you to! Forget about me and move on!”

    A sparkling tear froze on the tip of her eyelash and he felt a triumph in it, this sign that she was in there somewhere. His hands ached for her. This had all gone so differently in his head.

    “I can’t,” he admitted.
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    Or, a therapist's attempt at an ACOSF rewrite, because trauma's a bitch and muscling through isn't the only way.
    Featuring:
    -Nesta's alcoholism and trauma taken seriously
    -IC family dysfunction reckoning
    -recognition of Illyrian oppression and effects of colonization
    -women being resourceful and empowered in spite of their circumstances
    -healing not being a straight line

    pro Nesta, pro healthy Nessian, anti nobody, pro everyone is capable of change

    CW: This work explores themes of trauma recovery, colonization and systemic racism, and gendered violence and reproductive abuse, and contains mentions of physical and emotional abuse, suicidal ideation, abortion, substance use, and sexual assault. Specific warnings will be included for each chapter, please take care of yourself.

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    06 Jul 2024