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  Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

  • Teen And Up Audiences
  • No Archive Warnings Apply
  • M/M
  • Work in Progress

  05 May 2026

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  • AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Post-Canon Fix-It
  • RPF
  • Post-Video: Destroying A World That Doesn't Exist (Web Series)
  • Sickfic
  • Starvation
  • He/Him Pronouns for AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • He/Him Pronouns for Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Derek | d3rLord3 Has Mental Health Issues (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Fluff and Angst
  • Obsession
  • Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD
  • Depression
  • Derek | d3rLord3-centric (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
  • Suicidal Thoughts
  • Headaches & Migraines
  • Panic Attacks
  • a tiny dash of internalized homophobia for flavor
  • Vomiting

  Summary

  Derek somehow lives after merging with Hastur and wakes up on his apartment floor. He now has to recover physically, mentally and emotionally after everything that has happened to him. Atleast he can still rely on Avery, right?

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  13,372

  Chapters:

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