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• Wanna fly to a place where it’s just you and me (Nobody else, so we can be free) by WesternWindmills

  Fandoms: Fears To Fathom (Video Game)  

  • Explicit
  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  12 Jul 2026

  Tags

  • Graphic Depictions Of Violence
  • Connor Hawkins/Jack Nelson (Fears To Fathom)
  • Jack Nelson (Fears To Fathom)
  • Connor Hawkins (Fears To Fathom)
  • Silas (Fears To Fathom)
  • Original Characters
  • Ironbark Cult Members (Fears to Fathom)
  • Blood and Gore
  • Gun Violence
  • implied anxiety attacks
  • jack nelson goes back for connor hawkins
  • Period-Typical Homophobia
  • Pining
  • Internalized Homophobia
  • gay yearning some might say
  • twink towers
  • inspired by FunkyFrogPlays gameplay
  • title from a "All the things she said" by Tatu
  • (written before Heated Rivalry btw)
  • Implied/Referenced Cannibalism
  • Cults
  • English is not the authors first language
  • Getting Together
  • Kissing

  Summary

  For the past ten days Jack has been busy doing only two things: grieving and feeling guilty. He still wasn’t sure what he was grieving. It could have been his sanity, his job or something else that he did not want to think about. The feeling he was sure about was guilt. He knew exactly what he was feeling guilty about.

   

  Jack Nelson is gay and his psyche is begging to be allowed into heaven, but only love makes you that crazy and that goddamn stupid
  authors first fic btw i tried my best but i do not know what im doing
  any and all mistakes unintended but definitely deserved

  BIG WARNING: THIS WORK CONTAINS GORE, MURDER, MENTIONS OF CANNIBALISM AND VIOLENCE. PLEASE BE MINDFUL OF YOUR WELLBEING

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  6,716

  Chapters:

  3/3

  Comments:

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  Kudos:

  50

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