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  1. Public Bookmark 78

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    Till attends his first concert. It doesn’t go as planned.

    Ivan’s hands are on his belt. He is efficient and methodical as he pulls it open, and then he drags Till’s skintight pants down his legs. They’re hard to get off, and Till’s dead weight isn’t helping any, but his legs feel far too heavy to lift up on his own. His whole body feels tired, and it feels like his brain isn’t fully attached to his movements anymore, like he’s trying to use a remote control to make his limbs cooperate.

    “Hyung, wha-” Till murmurs weakly. It’s difficult to keep his eyes open, but he lifts his head to watch as Ivan stands upright. He’s opening his belt with both of his hands, and then his zipper hisses as he drags it down.

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    23 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 58

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    MODERN AU

    Till suggests roleplaying in public, gives up, and begs Ivan to fuck him.

    Ivan obliges, but Till has to work and wait for what he needs.

    Staggering out a moan too soft to be heard, Till admits to himself the toy has never made him feel quite this good. His thighs are already clenching in anticipation of an orgasm, and he’s losing his inhibitions at a speed so rapid he almost considers letting Ivan finish him off in the grimy club bathroom.

    “You’re so easy. Just dying for someone to use you,” Ivan’s chuckle is ruthless and mean and Till crosses his legs so his dick doesn’t explode from neglect. It earns him vibrations so strong they numb his ass through the thin wall between his canals. He’s not taken Ivan up there yet, but god does he feel like he can right now.

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    23 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    The remnants of the chaos that Ivan had left behind still linger— lost and faded, but not forgotten.

    Never forgotten.

    Because Till could never bring himself to forget. He didn't dare try.

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    23 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    “I’m so tired.” The man told the stars. “Close your eyes and rest. You’ll feel refreshed by Dawn.” The celestial bodies whispered back, filled his head with empty promises and white lies.

     

    “And what if I still feel exhausted when I wake up?” The man asked, voice filled with worry. “Then we’ll kiss the exhaustion away. Like tiny daggers piercing your heart. We’ll tear you apart and stitch you back together, like we’ve done a million of times. Like old lovers falling back into their favourite dance to the same old song.” The cluster of diamonds promised.

     

    “One day the lovers will be laid to rest. They’ll share a final dance, a last kiss goodnight. Will that be ours?” The man whispered hoarse. “Perhaps. If that’s the case, we should make it a grand epic finale.” They replied.

     

    “And if it’s not?” The man asked worriedly.
    “Then we fall back into routine. And continue from the start once more.”

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  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    ...Even then he could almost imagine Milo’s piercing eyes watching him intently as he desperately tried to get himself off, the reaper sitting casually in front of him, quietly encouraging him to continue like the good boy that he was.

    Milo fucking destroys Oz like I want them to destroy me
    I'm so sorry the first chapter is so short more in coming believe me

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    20 May 2025