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SAVOIR FAIRE: You have to get up. You can’t let him see you like this.
PHYSICAL INSTRUMENT: You struggle to get up, using the coffee table as leverage. When you reach eye level with it, you see the tabletop is strewn with a veritable crime scene of empty bottles and glasses, crushed beer cans, a tin of still-open pyrholidon. Scattered tapes, postcards from Mirova. An overflowing ashtray like the aftermath of some mini house fire. A heap of playing cards.
PERCEPTION: The radio still on. SAD FM, sad even at eleven in the morning.
(A third kiss. And maybe more.)
Series
- Part 3 of boogie street (four kisses)
Bookmarked by Xyro
14 Feb 2026
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aaa this was so beautiful
[PERCEPTION: The radio still on. SAD FM, sad even at eleven in the morning.
INLAND EMPIRE: Despair knows no time zones and is bound by nothing. Not even the sea.][KIM KITSURAGI: His fingertips still trace your skin gently. There is something unreadable in his dark eyes, particularly from this angle.
VISUAL CALCULUS: On your knees before him.
SAVOIR FAIRE: As you should be. Show him the true depth of your devotion.
KIM KITSURAGI: The overhead light, as he shifts, flares out behind him in a sudden halo, made of golden autumn light and dust motes.][HALF LIGHT: You don’t deserve to touch him, you know. You don’t deserve any of this.
INTERFACING: Very, very gently, you turn his hand over, so it is palm-up.
VOLITION: And he lets you.
[+1 morale]
YOU: You kiss his gloved palm. Can taste leather and grease and oil.
KIM KITSURAGI: His fingers twitch.
SUGGESTION: As if he wants to grip your hair and pull.
PAIN THRESHOLD: Hard.][ENDURANCE: And you let him go. Like you *always* let them go, Harry-boy.
AUTHORITY: The reason nobody loves you is because you aren’t man enough to force them to.
EMPATHY: No. Let him go.
YOU: Only then do you meet his gaze.
VISUAL CALCULUS: Holy shit. It’s there. It’s *all* there. Kim Kitsuragi, completely exposed.
COMPOSURE: It’s all *always* there. He just doesn’t let you in. It’s monstrous.
EMPATHY: The longing. The concern. The parted lips, the chest heaving just a little faster than normal, the pinch to his eyebrows. The way the fingers of his hand are twitching as if he wants you back. The quick deep brown flicker of fear as his eyes dart away from yours.
KIM KITSURAGI: He holds his hand out to you.
SUGGESTION: Try again.] -
all the maps of blood and flesh (summer '51) by mayhawk
Fandoms: Disco Elysium (Video Game)
11 Jan 2026
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YOU: “Kim, I think we should make out. For the case.”
KIM KITSURAGI: Something darkens in his eyes. In the dark of the club, in this shadowy corner, it is almost impossible to read his expression. “For the case. Of course.”
(A second, undercover kiss.)
Series
- Part 2 of boogie street (four kisses)
Bookmarked by Xyro
14 Feb 2026
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AAAA
[INLAND EMPIRE: The dead man told you he had died for love. A common refrain for you.
PAIN THRESHOLD: That’s because it’s *dangerous.* That’s because it’s bad. Because it *hurts,* Harry.
EMPATHY: It’s a good thing *you’re* not in love with anyone.
INLAND EMPIRE: Yeah…sure.][KIM KITSURAGI: But Kim really sells it. “Doctor, look at me. Do you really think a half-Seolite faggot would be a cop in this city?”
COMPOSURE: You can feel the tension in his forearm where it is pressed against yours on the bar. Your sleeves are rolled up, and you push your arm gently against his.
PERCEPTION: Your sweating skin slip-sliding together.
DOCTOR ANTON: He shrugs. “Could be you’re a glutton for punishment.”
VOLITION: Kim’s nostrils flare, very briefly.
PAIN THRESHOLD: Oh, he is.][VOLITION: This is *your* hand. Dark-haired and familiar, white scarring on the back.
YOU: You dare to look up from your hand to Kim’s face.
KIM KITSURAGI: Kim does the same thing at the same time. “This is a very compromising position, detective,” he says, very low.
VISUAL CALCULUS: You’re staring at his mouth.
VOLITION: You are powerless to help it. It’s like the eyebrow. You’re held in his thrall.
KIM KITSURAGI: A soft huff.
COMPOSURE: As if of annoyance.
EMPATHY: Do I have to do everything around here? he thinks.
KIM KITSURAGI: “Ah, fuck it,” he says, and leans in. Close - closer -
SUGGESTION: He stops, just as his lips touch yours.
PERCEPTION: The soft and full brush of his lips. The feather of his breath on your mouth.
KIM KITSURAGI: He waits a beat, two. You can see the dark flash of his eyes through his glasses, can *feel* the wicked curve of his smile.
VOLITION: You cannot take this anymore.
YOU: You whine, reaching forward -
KIM KITSURAGI: And then he pants, and kisses you.] Hot hot hot hot hot[PAIN THRESHOLD: Feel the prickle of his mustache. Your own chops are rough on his cheeks.
SUGGESTION: He *likes* it. He wants to climb on top of you, to grind against you. To look down at you as you look up at him with that dumb admiring worship you’re *so* very good at.
VOLITION: He’s wanted to see that look directed at *him* since he saw you on your knees in front of Dolores Dei.
AUTHORITY: But not *here*. Not in front of others.
EMPATHY: And not as part of a case. Not as a trick.][AUTHORITY: But you can’t move. Kim is looking down at you with something dark and feral in his eyes.
HALF LIGHT: He’s going to devour you.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY: Let him.][KIM KITSURAGI: You come up to the Kineema, and Kim subtly inspects it for any damage incurred during your absence.
VISUAL CALCULUS: He does this every time he returns to the Kineema after any sort of time away.
EMPATHY: He does the same to you every morning you roll into the 41st, whether you are on time or not.] -
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YOU: “That’s not what I think.”
KIM KITSURAGI: “Oh? And what do you think, detective yefreitor?” A smirk.
SUGGESTION: You’re playing a game.
HALF LIGHT: Careful. He always wins.
ENCYCLOPEDIA: 8 rounds of Suzerainty played - Kim: 7, you: 1.
YOU: “I think you wanted to see me.”
KIM KITSURAGI: He considers. Ashes his cigarette. “Okay. So I wanted to see you. What of it?”Series
- Part 1 of boogie street (four kisses)
Bookmarked by Xyro
14 Feb 2026
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[RHETORIC: And what are we celebrating today?
CONCEPTUALIZATION: Spring.
ENDURANCE: Hard work.
INLAND EMPIRE: The city. The world.
VOLITION: Being alive. Still.][HALF LIGHT: Careful. Kim Kitsuragi *always* wins.
ENCYCLOPEDIA: 8 rounds of Suzerainty played - Kim: 7, you: 1.
RHETORIC: That’s because Kim is a cruel master.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY: Ooh, Harry. You have *no* idea…] -
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YOU - Oh, secrets! What does it say?
VISUAL CALCULUS [legendary:success] - Written on the page in lieutenant's hasty handwriting, tucked away from prying eyes, a secret wish; voicing the possibility of asking you to fill his desires in the bedroom. The sentences have been scribbled over in shame, leaving any further details indecipherable.
ELECTROCHEMISTRY - Well well well…
YOU - Wait, these are sex secrets?!
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Kim wants to learn more about the inner workings of Harry's mind and agrees to be can-opened.
But Harry ends up accidentally digging out some hidden opinions Kim has about his ... rather robust ... body shape.
And then they fuck, yay.
Bookmarked by Xyro
11 Feb 2026
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Wowie! This surprised me. I love it when Kim starts questioning Harry's can-opening skills sm, cause like, truly, how do you explain THAT without sounding insane. So fun, they're so well written! Plus it reads so close to how the game is written, I feel like it was all very surprisingly accurate.
[COMPOSURE - He is keeping his cool but under that controlled facade a whirlwind of thoughts are forming a vortex of questions. How did you know what the call was about? How? How? How?]
[YOU - You only stare at him, scared that moving might trigger an attack.
ENCYCLOPEDIA [formidable:failure] - Kim's vision is based on movement. If you stay completely still, he won’t be able to see you.
VOLITION - Extremely incorrect. You urgently need to invest time in reading, this guy worries me sometimes.][YOU - Oh ... oh! Alright now we’re talking! Yeah yeah - I don't mind a little chit-chat first, I can wait. Yeah I’m - yeah.
AUTHORITY - Holy shit, it’s like both your brain and spine were replaced by dick. What the fuck is wrong with you?] HELP[KIM KITSURAGI - [...] "You know I enjoy a project." he assures teasingly and gives your nose a playful tap with the end of his pen. "And for the record, you don’t dissect a vehicle motor, you disassemble it."] Harry step back I'm in love with this man
[EMPATHY - He would never admit it, but he finds it endearing how closely you observe him. The way you eat up every little detail about his presence like he is the most precious thing on Elysium. You know details about him not even he is aware of.]
[RHETORIC - What now, genius? Are you finally going to admit that you are an insane person with 24 different voices in your head? That’s sure to get him in the mood.
SAVOIR FAIRE - 24 of us, let him meet us all! We'll have a party!][INLAND EMPIRE - Busy; a never ending compulsion to find every clue, see every mark, feel every emotion. An uncontrollable mind seeking answers for questions that have not been asked yet, dragging your mortal body along for the ride. Your senses are tied to everything in the city, your soul forever bonded with hers.
HALF LIGHT - It’s not that deep, you're just fucking insane.][YOU - How do I know the information is - uh - bedroom related?
RHETORIC - Say sex, you pussy.][ENCYCLOPEDIA [godly:failure] - Ursus arctos, more commonly known as the brown bear, is a large carnivorous mammal found on the isola of Katla. They are solitary animals and live mainly in thickly forested areas.
VOLITION - Oh great, look who woke up from their slumber.
YOU - Umh... okay? Thanks for that, I guess? I don't -
LOGIC [trivial:success] - You are not a bear, you are a human being, also known as Homo Sapiens.
AUTHORITY - Psssth - A homo, you got that right.] I'm dead[COMPOSURE - Alright info-cop, remember that this is just information. Sexy information but still information, so keep your cool. Maybe ease into it first so Kim doesn’t clamp up.
YOU - "Kim. Do you like bears?" you blurt out, the question breaking the silence loudly like a gunshot.
COMPOSURE - Alright, then.][YOU - Right, fuck - he - fuck he is really into me, huh? Into all... this. But Kim is - he is so fit and -
LOGIC - Opposites attract, it's not really a hard concept to grasp.
] This is all so sweet 😭[EMPATHY - These are actions of a man so repressed, that even mutely writing down his emotions is too much to bear.
ENCYCLOPEDIA [formidable:success] - Ursus arctos, more commonly known as the brown bear, is a large carniv-
VOLITION - No - wrong type of bear again. Seriously Harry, more literature, less picture books. This guy needs some proper enrichment.][KIM KITSURAGI - [...] "And you are ... not bothered by this?" he asks and looks at you from under his brows. "The last thing I want is for you to feel objectified or fetishied." Kim reveals, holding his eyes locked on yours.
[...]
YOU - "Are you kidding me?" You yelp, loud enough to startle Kim. "Kim Kimmo Kimmy Kimothy -" you blabber nonsensically and lean towards him, your eyes burning with uncontrollable excitement.][VOLITION - Perhaps that is all true, but Kim is worth the uncertainty. If there is no future, take all of the present you can with him.]
[ELECTROCHEMISTRY - See that look? That’s a look of a man loving the wrecking he is getting! Harder, superstar, show him what the apex predator of Revachol is capable of!
VOLITION - That nickname is not going to stick. I am not letting it stick.] -
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YOU - You wake up next to Kim for the very first time.
INLAND EMPIRE - Welcome to the rest of your life.Series
- Part 3 of CARDIOVERSE
Bookmarked by Xyro
09 Feb 2026
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Aaa so cute and sweet!! I love you Cardiozone I think I must now reread everything... Again...
[He makes a half-hearted attempt to reach over your body to the bedside table closest to you, but when he realises he isn’t even close, he collapses on top of you again with a low groan of resignation.
YOU - Okay I think *now* he’s dead?][ESPRIT DE CORPS - Pre-Hanged Man, the Lieutenant would have sooner faced castration, than found himself with a fellow RCM officer, let alone his fucking *partner*. He has wondered many times since then, as he wonders now – if you weren’t put on Elysium purely to test his resolve.
AUTHORITY - Ha ha. You win, he loses.
KIM KITSURAGI - He presses a few idle kisses into your skin.
AUTHORITY - Oop, never mind, you’re absolutely *fucked*.][VOLITION - Stay strong, Harry. If Kim says we need to talk, then we should talk.
YOU - “Okay, yeah, good idea.” You nod along, “We should definitely talk.”
KIM KITSURAGI - He seems vaguely surprised by your enthusiasm. “Yes. Absolutely. We should.”
YOU - “Undoubtedly.”
KIM KITSURAGI - “Mmhm. Unquestionably.”
YOU - “Unconditionally.”
KIM KITSURAGI - “Unequivocally.” You spot a little spark of mirth in his eye.
YOU - Uuuuh.
RHETORIC - Oh! I’ve got one!
YOU - “Indubitably.”
KIM KITSURAGI - He quirks an eyebrow at you briefly. He wasn’t expecting that word out of your mouth – which, whether he realises it or not, he is slowly being drawn towards.
“...Unmistakably.”
YOU - Your mouth hangs open, waiting for a response that just doesn’t seem to want to manifest.
RHETORIC [Challenging: Failure] - Hoo boy. Sorry, it’s just *really* hard to think of big words when Kim is looking at us like that.] I laughed so hard at this it was so amazing. Them for real[KIM KITSURAGI - His dark, tired eyes meet yours for just a moment, and then he takes your wrist with both hands, like he’s holding onto something precious. Kisses lightly.
ESPRIT DE CORPS - These hands, that have delved fearlessly into the darkest corners of Revachol, entirely in service of her people. Hands that earned their owner the kind of infamy that surpassed even a name, referred to only with murmurings of disaster and awe. A man that haunted the Lieutenant’s own career for years – a nameless phantom with two yefreitors – only for him to discover that all along it was Harry – *his Harry*.
SUGGESTION - Because yes, if he’s being truly honest with himself, you never really stopped being his.] I screeched[YOU - “Y’think we could build a new Cardiozone in your bedroom?”
KIM KITSURAGI - His face shifts not an inch. “No.”
YOU - “Oh, okay then.” That's that.
RHETORIC - Uh. That wasn’t really much of a conversation.
EMPATHY [Medium: Failure] - An utter enigma, this one. Never saying what he really means.
YOU - “It’s just, um,” you blink down at him. “You said we had to have a conversation?”
KIM KITSURAGI - He finally looks up at you, and a small smile creeps onto his face. “I did,” He strokes the curve of your jaw with this thumb. “But fuck it.”
SUGGESTION - You’re satisfied enough with that conclusion, and you tilt your face into his hand.]