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    After his son moves to El Paso, Eddie finds himself grappling with loneliness and guilt. Seeking guidance from a new therapist, he begins to confront long-buried truths about himself. As he takes the first steps toward self-forgiveness, Eddie tries to reconnect with his closest friend, Buck, only to be repeatedly brushed off as Buck prioritizes his relationship with Tommy. Realizing that he can no longer rely on Buck for support, Eddie understands it's time to move on and explore new possibilities. When he meets someone who ignites feelings he thought he'd buried, Eddie embarks on a journey of self-discovery, all while navigating the unexpected jealousy from Buck, who is struggling with emotions he doesn't fully understand. This shift in their dynamic could lead to significant changes in Eddie’s life and his relationships.

    Or Eddie forgives himself and moves on, finding new love while grappling with Buck's growing jealousy and the realization that he can no longer wait for the support he once relied on.

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    Only one person may come.

    Only one person will die.

    The person who loves her most can choose to give their life for her, or choose to let her die.

    If the police are called, she will be killed.

    If anyone else finds out, she will be killed.

    Only the one who loves her most can take her place.

    There were instructions. A place to go, alone.

    A very clear stipulation that the location was being watched. That if you were bugged, or tracked, or followed, Maddie would die.

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    A serial killer kidnaps Maddie and leaves a note for the person who loves her most to trade places with her. Buck is only too willing to be the one to do it. Split POV Buck and Maddie.

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    Maybe it’s a lifetime of carefully guarding himself, maybe it’s a disdain for this whole idea, or maybe it’s just the fact that he’s been holding back with Buck, holding back with Bobby, holding back with his parents. Bottle all of that up and something has to give. “Buddy, I don’t think God’s been close to me in years. If he ever was.”

    The priest doesn’t react. Just calmly asks, “Let me phrase it like this, then: what do you need to say out loud? Maybe something you’ve never said before.”

    And this. This is what Eddie had been driving at. What might actually bring him peace instead of unsettling memories that drip cold down his spine.

    “I love him. I love him and he doesn’t know.”

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    Eddie confesses to Buck, fucks a priest, and finds his way—not necessarily in that order. 

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    He puts his laptop away after a bit, and paces the length of his apartment as he tries to take stock of the situation at hand.

    One: The date is March 22nd, 2024.

    Two: It has been March 22nd for 3 days now.

    Three: Buck is trapped in some kind of time loop that is forcing him to relive this day.

    Four: Eddie is, apparently, in love with him.

    And. And.

    Five: Buck doesn’t feel the same way.

    or, eddie confesses his feelings for buck. buck is absolutely, a hundred percent sure that he does not feel the same way.

    the universe has different plans.

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