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Across the room, JJ laughed again, louder than anyone else, already moving on to the next joke, the next moment.
Vik watched him for a second, then looked down at his hands.
It was strange, the things you held onto.
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Or: Vik doesn't know if he feels apart of it, but neither does he confront it.
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We're all in the same boat here lads..
Shit.. why is he so loveable
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The little yellow star of the group goes through it
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The guys all feel bad in their own ways
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from the day that i met you, i stopped feeling afraid (in your arms i feel safe) by EllisMais154
Fandoms: The Sidemen RPF
07 Jun 2025
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Vik had tried his best to make the video work, tried his best to keep everything moving despite the unforeseen roadblocks that appeared earlier. Everyone knew that Vik wasn’t built for hosting, but it didn’t mean they couldn’t not put any effort in because of it.
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OR:Ethan gets drunk and threatens Vik.
Harry steps in.Bookmarked by Zi (Zilly_zap)
26 Apr 2026
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From the second he'd seen the toy in his mystery box, Tobi had known exactly what he was going to end up doing with it. Or, more accurately, who he was going to end up doing with it.
(Inspired by the first mystery box video. Fits within the same canon as my fic Catharsis but you don't need to have read that one to enjoy this one.)
Bookmarked by Zi (Zilly_zap)
24 Apr 2026
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Simon receives a call from Vik at 3am. Something is desperately wrong with the other man, and Simon won't let him go.
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"I also love all of you guys: you, Tobi, Harry, JJ, Ethan,” Vik says more solidly, but his breath hitches as he thinks of dimples and blue eyes, “Simon.” It feels different when Simon’s name leaves his lips, but Josh smiles with a weight that Vik doesn’t understand.
“There’s someone else you’re forgetting.”
“What?” Vik looks back up at Josh and frowns.
Vik gets a lot more than he bargained for when he lets Simon crash at his place for a few weeks.
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- Part 2 of the pendulum between you and me
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Bookmarked by Zi (Zilly_zap)
13 Apr 2026
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Cuddle Buddies (and more buddies) by Starbucked (Stelia22)
Fandoms: The Ultimate Sidemen
30 Jul 2024
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Vik loves physical affection but wishes he could initiate it as easily as everyone else does, both on and off-camera. Whenever Vik tries, it always comes off as too distant and aloof, so he just doesn’t try anymore. Definitely a problem, as it’s his source of comfort, it helps him regulate, and it’s how he processes the world. He just needs practice, really, with someone who knows he’ll be awkward and won’t judge him for it.
So when Harry notices and offers to be his “cuddle buddy”, Vik accepts it without a second thought. But being affection buddies with his years-long crush without falling for him will – well, it probably won’t be possible, but Vik can damn well try.
After all, Harry’s so openly affectionate with everyone that if he loved Vik back he surely would have said something by now, right?
Or: Vik craves physical affection but doesn’t know how to initiate it. Harry helps by being his cuddle buddy (and more).
Bookmarked by Zi (Zilly_zap)
09 Apr 2026