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you'll just have to taste me when he's kissing you by aesthetes
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
11 May 2025
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“See,” Gavi says, deceptively calm. He gets up to pace around the living room. “You can’t do it. The problem is you can’t commit to anything with me, and you can’t seem to be okay with me dating her. But, you also like fucking me,” Gavi lets out a frustrated groan. “I’m trying to make this work.”
“You could do what most normal people do, and pick one of us,” Pedri says, sarcastically. “But, that’s never been easy for you, has it?”
(Nearly three years of gay yearning, internalized homophobia, self destructive levels of "you can have me however you want me", jealousy, cheating, and literally the worst attempt at polyamory to exist. It does end happily though.)
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Gavi doesn’t know why but he feels the tears well up again. He leans forward and waits for Pedri to hug him again because that’s the only thing keeping him afloat right now. “I feel like I’m losing my mind. I just need –” Gavi bites his lip and just burrows himself further into Pedri’s chest.
“What do you need?” Pedri asks softly, lips brushing against Gavi’s hairline.
You, Gavi thinks. Except, he’s not medicated enough to say something that stupid. Instead, he says, “A distraction.”
(It's Gavi's ACL recovery and all the ups and downs that go along with it. Just a huge warning before you read, it deals with heavy themes and can be seen as trauma dumping, but I tried to balance it with as much hope and softness.) -
you kept me like a secret, i kept you like an oath by aesthetes
Fandoms: Men's Football RPF
12 Oct 2023
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“Stay with me,” Gavi says, but it comes out as a question. “Please.”
Something painful and indescribable crosses over Pedri’s face when he shakes his head. “I can’t, Gavi. We really shouldn’t do this, you know that.”
“Yeah, sure,” Gavi agrees, trying to keep his voice from cracking. He quickly runs a hand through his hair, and pushes himself off the sofa. He knows he’s practically shoving Pedri out the door at that point, but he can’t help it. “Have fun in Tenerife.”
(Or, Gavi goes to Ibiza and hoes around, Pedri is jealous and wants to run away from his feelings, Gavi tries poking at that jealousy just to get Pedri to commit to something, they're both miserable, and everyone thinks an actual conversation would solve all their problems.)