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  1. Rec 97

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    "Who could tell you that you were anything less than perfect?"

    Chuuya thinks, if the dead man at their feet could speak, he would beg to fucking differ. But when Dazai says it, it sounds so sincere, damn near worshipful, and Chuuya—

    We can't always defeat our demons.

    Chuuya ends up on his knees.

    Sometimes, they win.

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    02 Jul 2022

  2. Rec 78

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    "What's that?" Atsushi questions, pointing at the rusty device. It's worn, and there's scratches and dents on the sides. Some kind of video camera, he concludes. Something weird that Dazai owns.

    "A camcorder." Dazai replies, lifting his eyes to gaze at the camera. He opens it, tilting and angling the lens so it focused on Atsushi's face, the camera lens zooming on him. "Why? You want one?"

    "Who gave it to you? It looks old."

    "Ah." Dazai laughs, the sound bittersweet. It's not hollow, but one full of anguished memories and something so bittersweet. "Someone special. Someone who I considered a close friend."

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    19 Jun 2022

  3. Rec 5

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    " To think someone would be so desperate to feel human, to be seen as human, whether by society’s eyes or his own, it truly was pathetic. How he felt safest between my arms, my weapon being the only thread keeping him sane is rather concerning. " - Dazai

    or basically, Dazai has a god complex and Chuuya just wants to feel human

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    12 Jun 2022

  4. Rec 23

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    "Stay there and look threatening," he ordered, his voice low enough that only he and Chuuya could hear, before he turned back to Oda and asked him to let his guests inside.

    As Oda did as Dazai requested, Dazai grinned up at Chuuya as Chuuya glared down at him "Don't worry, this won't take too long," he had promised.

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    Dazai challenges Chuuya to a silent contest while he confronts a couple of traitors.

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    14 May 2022

  5. Rec 3

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    Kung paano nila minahal ang bawat piyesa ng isa't-isa. Mula sa mga hibla ng kanilang mga buhok, hanggang sa dulo ng kanilang mga daliri at guhit ng kanilang mga palad, o sa mga nunal na nakakalat sa iba't-ibang parte ng kanilang mga katawan. Pinahalagahan ni Chuuya ang bawat piyesa ni Dazai, at ganoon din si Dazai sa kaniya.

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    31 Mar 2022