anodymalion
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The place the body calls home by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
22 Sep 2025
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The radio blares to life when the car first starts, a too-cheerful song playing too loud, before Kurebayashi fumbles it off. After that she doesn't try to turn it back on, or start a conversation. All they have to accompany them is the motion of the car bumping along the road, the flash of streetlights throwing shadows across their faces - and Hikaru, who wants to shrivel up and die.
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heat creep by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
30 Jul 2025
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They're sitting in the back room of Hikaru's house in front of the TV, playing Smash Bros, when Hikaru turns to him and says, "You should try putting your hand in me again."
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The Sublime and the Beautiful by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
25 Jun 2025
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'The passion caused by the great and sublime in nature, when those causes operate most powerfully, is astonishment; and astonishment is that state of the soul, in which all its motions are suspended, with some degree of horror… A mode of terror or pain is always the cause of the sublime.'
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"If I come out," Hikaru says, "all the way, you promise you won't be scared of me?"
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TOXOPLASMOSIS by anodymalion
Fandoms: 光が死んだ夏 | Hikaru ga Shinda Natsu | The Summer Hikaru Died (Manga)
19 May 2025
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"You know," Hikaru says. "If the heat's too much of a problem, I can make myself colder. I could be, like, an icepack for you, if you want."
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(About prey imagery, instinctive fears, sharing a bed, and the strange physicality of having a body.)
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Sometimes he dreams, but it's gone as soon as he wakes, the fading fragments leaving him with only a faint impression of grief, or fear, or comfort. But the other nights - the nights when he dreams of blood, of fire, the ways the body can be rendered down by pain - those, he always remembers.