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    Sarah
    Does anyone have the number for Shane's girl from Boston? I feel bad that they've been seeing each other for this long and we've never added her here.

    Jackie
    Oh good point! Let me ask Hayden.

    Jackie has added Lily to the conversation

    Lily
    what
    what is this

    Or: Ilya Rozanov is, apparently, one of the girls.

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  2. Public Bookmark 29

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    Ilya gasped, then, and opened his eyes. He hadn’t fallen asleep, but it was a close thing, lost as he was between the now and the once upon a time — then he had felt the sting, and it had pulled him out of himself, almost, making it hard to breathe. 

    “You’re okay?” a voice reached him, cutting through the haze, through the struggle. The sun was blinding in his eyes, but not as much as Shane hovering over him, eyes big and full of worry. 

    Not really, the thought came unbidden to Ilya. I am here with the most beautiful man I have ever seen, and yet I can’t outrun my ghosts.

    “Better now that you’re here,” he said instead: not a lie, more of an omission. Shane grinned at him, bright and boyish, and it made the ghosts fade a little further away.

    During the weeks spent at the cottage, Ilya faces his insecurities. When they spill out of him, Shane is there to reassure him.

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    11 Jan 2026

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    "It's nothing..." Shane mumbles again

    "Is something" Ilya states like it's the most obvious thing known to mankind. Shane will never understand how he's so easy to read.

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    Shane feels insecure about how loud and responsive he is in bed when he’s with Ilya.

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    11 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    “I am not good person Hollander” he said, keeping his eyes locked on the water “I have been told many time that I am rude, annoying, loud and asshole.”

    Shane looked slightly confused. “Yeah, sure, that’s what you’re like on the ice but we both know that’s not who you are day to day.

    Ilya looked wrecked “Is it not? Hollander I have one friend, and my only family thinks I am disappointment to bloodline - I do not disagree.”

    Ilya has some shit to work through, Shane is determined to do whatever he can to help.

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    11 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    “Shane,” Ilya repeated, reaching up to run his fingers through the sweat-dampened hair above Shane’s ear.

    Shane. Shane, Shane, Shane.

    Shane closed his eyes and leaned into the touch. He said my name.

    A reimagining of Shane's departure after they said each other's names.

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    11 Jan 2026