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   Put You Through Me by heartofspells for MADR1D1SMO

   Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Gen
   • Complete Work

   14 Feb 2023

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Sirius Black & James Potter
   • Sirius Black
   • James Potter
   • Heavy Angst
   • Drug Use
   • Drug Addiction
   • Underage Substance Use
   • Implied Sexual Content
   • Implied Relationships
   • drug overdose
   • Sirius Black & James Potter Friendship
   • Implied/Referenced Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Character Death
   • Grief/Mourning

   Summary

   "I will not bury you," hisses James, and there's wetness on his face now, tears he hadn't felt, that he can't hope to hold back any longer. "I will not tell my son that he'll never see you again because you can't open your eyes to the damage you're causing to all of us, not just yourself. I won't bear the guilt of letting you slip away from us. We need you, Sirius. I need you. I can't do any of this without you, can't you see that?"

   James' words break apart, everything crumbling inside him, his fear and desperation, years' worth of constant fights and ignorance and shattered trust tearing him to pieces. He slumps forward into Sirius' shoulder, the other jolting beneath him with the contact, something ricocheting through his body like a shock.

   Series

   • Part 2 of Wasteland

   Language:

   English

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