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No thing defines a man like love that makes him soft by Riverside7724
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
15 Jun 2026
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“You forget how to use phone now?” he asked. Curls shone in the muted hallway light, tousled and dipping onto his forehead. The mole shifted slightly on Ilya’s cheek.
Feeling shuttered into his skin. The quiet peace he’d grasped with shaking hands was slipping away. Shane wanted to cry. Wanted to scream and hit something. Wanted to play dead on the carpet. Blood pulsed behind his eyes.
Instead, he murmured, “Can we not do this right now? I don’t want to… not tonight, Ilya.”
Ilya’s brows dropped. He placed a hand against the door. “Shane, what is wrong?”
Fuck, fuck, of course he wouldn’t just let this go. Shane’s jaw trembled. The panic flooded his system anew. He scrubbed at his eyes again. He’d been fine, he’d kept all the lights off, he’d tuned out the beating of his heart, the feeling of sweat against his spine. He’d fixed it, and now… now, like a relentless weed, the buzz in his nerves had relit.
He wanted to slam his head against the door.
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Shane's panic rears it's ugly head and while he tries to push Ilya away before he shuts down, Ilya steps into the hotel room and closes the door behind him. -
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After Neil wakes from a nightmare, Andrew and Kevin provide comfort in their own ways.
"Sometimes, Neil was more rabbit than man.
Neil woke with a start. That was rare but not unusual for people like them. Andrew watched him adjust to being awake with feigned disinterest. He'd been awake himself for only five minutes and he most definitely was not watching Neil sleep. And if he was, it was only because Neil's heart was rabbiting in his chest, reverberating through his back and hammering into Andrew's own chest."
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Something sparked in Bee’s eyes as she caught on. “How do you feel, Andrew?”
“Oh, Bee. Classic.”
“Fine,” a long, dramatic eye roll as though she were expecting any other answer. “The medication is helping, but you feel frustrated about that fact. True?”
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- Part 2 of Before the Sun
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“What are we fixing?” Neil asked again.
Andrew tipped the Gatorade bottle over the parapet and listened for the splat it would make as it hit the ground. “Is there something that needs fixing?”
They watched the bottle bounce and roll until it came to a stop in the road. Neil tilted his head like a beagle, eyes squinted in concentration like he could will it back up. “If you ask, then I’ll help.”
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- Part 1 of Before the Sun
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it's worth a little blood to get your arms free by wyverning
Fandoms: All For The Game - Nora Sakavic
15 Jul 2024
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Kevin knows that Neil is really Nathaniel, Neil knows that Kevin is in love with Andrew, and they both know that Andrew will never be romantically available to either of them. Clearly, the only possible solution to this equation is that Neil and Kevin should start hooking up so that they can forget about who they really want to be with. After all, what's one more secret between them?
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Neil propositions Kevin: why don't they drown their emotional sorrows about Andrew together?