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Not all paradises are above; some walk beside you, unaware that you adore them. And perhaps the cruelest thing isn’t the fall, but learning to look up knowing you’ll never return.
Eternity taught Crowley many things: how to survive, how to burn without being consumed, how to walk among humans without ever belonging to them. But it never taught him how to stop carrying the weight of an absence he couldn’t name until it finally took shape.
Between trivial arguments and comfortable silences, he found something neither Heaven nor Hell could offer him: companionship.
A presence as warm as it was distant, as close as it was impossible. Because to love Heaven when you are no longer part of it is to condemn yourself to gaze upon it without ever touching it. And when the clouds finally darken what you long for most, all that remains is to hold on even if it means returning, once again, to solitude.