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    Caleb has always been the person who's supposed to protect you from all the monsters in the world. He promised himself that he'll be the one to keep them away from hiding underneath your bed.

    What a shame he's become one of those monsters now.

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    06 Jun 2025

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    “This is your last chance… to run away,” Mydei said, his breathing laboured as he struggled out the words, his crimson tattoos flexing as he shifted his grip along the doorknob. His orange, blazing eyes stared at Phainon for only a second, a hint of delirium in his look, before looking away to the side. Maintaining such a position seemed to be exerting an extreme physical and mental toll on the prince. 

    “I have no intention to run away,” Phainon said with as much empathy as he could muster, hoping his genuineness would be conveyed; and as he breathed that last word, a warm, clammy hand tightly pulled him into the room. 

    Mydei never has any success with Omegas during his rut; so he has long resolved to endure them on his own. Phainon, a fellow Alpha, decides Mydei should not suffer through something like that alone, determined to show Mydei the wonders of being cared for during his rut.
    (Really, only Phainon is uniquely qualified to keep up with Mydei)

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    02 Apr 2025

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    “If you were truly a man,” Mydei declared, at top volume and apropos of nothing, “you’d fuck me in the ass.”

    “Wuh—? Huh?” Phainon fumbled his wooden training sword and nearly dropped it.

    This was not how any sane person started a conversation. They were in the public training hall, for gods sake, where Kephale and all their children could witness Phainon having an aneurysm.

    Mydei issues a challenge Phainon can’t refuse.

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    18 Mar 2025

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    You suddenly think back to your childhood. The memories are oddly tangled, like overlapping chains, bound by secret promises, codependency, and a constant sense of push and pull. Caleb would step away and you would follow, as if you had been trained. Then you would do the same, back away, pout and retaliate, and he would pursue. Back and forth until you wondered who had started it all. Then there was the faded memory of Grandma and Caleb fighting in the kitchen. He’d just had a growth spurt and was impossibly lanky. You had never discovered what they were fighting about, just that Caleb became more subdued after, softer, almost more coy. Then there were the hugs when Grandma couldn’t see. The notes passed under bedroom doors. It was almost like a game that only the two of you could play.

    You swallow, feeling almost nauseous. The sensation is similar to when you haven't eaten enough. So you go to the kitchen, yanking open the refrigerator door and pulling out an apple. The skin breaks under your teeth, crisp, yet you find it hard to chew and swallow. The flavor is too sweet, thick and syrupy while all you are craving is acid and venom. You lean over the sink; hands gripping at the edge.

    Fuck waiting.

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    24 Feb 2025

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    For as long as you can remember, the sight of caleb's back is whats made you feel safest. It's no surprise that every man that comes after him never quite measures up.

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    24 Feb 2025