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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    "Fuck, almost there, just like that—!"

    The room is suddenly quiet, filled only with the sound of the man's heavy breathing and Seonghwa's own thoughts as he waits for him to recover. His hands find his phone on the bed and he picks it up. He is stopped in his tracks entirely when he flips it over and sees that the screen is already lit up. His brain takes a moment to catch up to what his eyes are seeing.

    An ongoing phone call, just over five minutes long, with Hongjoong.

    or, Seonghwa accidentally calls Hongjoong during one of his weekly hookups.

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    20 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 64

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    “Smell and emotion are stored as one memory.”

    Smells are handled by the olfactory bulb, the structure in the front of the brain that sends information to the other areas of the body’s central command for further processing. Odors take a direct route to the limbic system, including the amygdala and the hippocampus, the regions related to emotion and memory.
    - Harvard Gazette, 2020

    Hongjoong remembers their life together as a collection of smells.

    Inspired by Why do You Love" - Hongjoong looks back on the relationship with Seonghwa through glimpses in time, wondering what went wrong and how he can fix it.

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    15 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 27

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    “You seem pretty stressed.

    He knows exactly what it means, he knows exactly what comes next.”

    Hongjoong is stressed. Seonghwa helps take that stress out of him (and they get even more stressed in the process before succeeding).

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    10 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 29

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    If Seonghwa could, he would freeze this moment in a frame and stay like this forever. Or he would put this day, this moment, back on replay and keep reliving it time and time again.

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    01 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 19

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    They’ve been dancing around each other for years. One step forward, two steps back, always just out of sync.

    After years of wordless pining leaves them frayed and distant in the form of petty disagreements and tension, Seonghwa decides he’s had enough of it all.

    But a chance encounter far from home, beneath the low lights of a bar in Los Angeles after a concert might just be what they need to find their rhythm.

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    22 Dec 2025