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Sawamura Eijun moves into an aging Tokyo apartment to escape the weight of his past, only to find that the boy living upstairs has been carrying a silence just as heavy. Miyuki Kazuya used to be a catcher, used to be someone until he stopped knowing who that person was. What starts as late-night rooftop conversations and forgotten baseballs slowly unravels into something deeper: a connection built on quiet moments, unspoken wounds, and the terrifying, beautiful possibility of being seen.
They’re not here to fix each other. But they might just learn how to stay.
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Sawamura Eijun once dreamed of standing on the mound with Miyuki Kazuya behind the plate but life had other plans. An injury in high school sent him down a different path, one of brushes and color instead of gloves and cleats. Miyuki rose to stardom, becoming a famous pro catcher. Their lives split.
Years later, they meet again. Old feelings resurface. Quietly. Gently.
But Miyuki has someone else now. Narumiya Mei, his pitcher, his partner.
And Eijun? Eijun just wants to bring him there.
To happiness.
Even if it’s not with him.
Because some love isn’t about staying.
Some love is about walking someone home and letting go at the door.
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Every 9th of the month, Sawamura Eijun opens a blank page on Shrib and writes to the one person who will never read it. Miyuki Kazuya. It’s been years since their breakup, but the habit has become ritual: strawberry milk without black coffee, empty booths in familiar ramen shops, and words that go nowhere. On the anniversary of their last day together, Eijun discovers Miyuki is married. Faced with a truth he can’t swallow, he writes one final note, confessing he’s loved Miyuki every day since the moment they fell apart and lets it vanish into the void.
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I stumbled upon a note in Shrib from a guy who’s still writing to his ex. They’ve been broken up for a decade now, and he writes a message to his ex every 18th of the month.
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Eijun never planned to disappear.
But plans didn’t mean much when the doctor looked up from the scan with wide eyes and said, “You’re pregnant.”
It didn’t make sense, none of it did. He was seventeen. A third-year. A pitcher. A boy. At least, that’s what he always believed.
But two heartbeats fluttered on the monitor. Real. Alive.
And just like that, everything changed.He left before anyone could stop him.
Before Kazuya could find out.
Before his heart could break for real.---
Seven years later, in a daycare that smelled like baby powder and safety, fate caught up with him.
“Kai, not in your mouth. Hey, Akio, let your brother breathe.”
And then.
“...Eijun?”
He turned.
And saw the man he’d loved standing there.
Miyuki Kazuya.
Older now. Sharper. And staring at two small boys who looked far too much like him.
The past never stays buried.
Especially when it has your eyes.
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Sawamura Eijun lost a bet. Now his friends are threatening to post that cursed elementary school photo unless he kisses Miyuki Kazuya, Meiji University’s infamous baseball prince, on the lips.
Is his pride worth more than his dignity? Probably.
Is Miyuki really that kissable? …Unfortunately, yes.---
I recreated my previous work featuring the pairing of Miyuki Kazuya and Sawamura Eijun. I wrote the original back when I was in high school. Enjoy. 😘Origjnal Title: She Who Stole His First Kiss.
I totally cringe whenever I reread it, even though it's been years since I posted it on Wattpad.
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Don’t fear the dark, it is the start of a new beginning
What if Miyuki got the chance to correct…. Everything
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25 Jul 2025
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The crowd roars when the last batter swings right through Sawamura’s best improved cutter to get the final out of the game, leading Seidou to its long-awaited first Koushien championship title. Sawamura stands tall and proud on the mound, hands in the air, as the rest of the players swarm out of the dugout to surround him in a sea of white and blue.
Kazuya wishes he could be with them.
Instead, he watches from the bleachers as his old teammates celebrate something he’d been dreaming of since he’d discovered baseball at just five years old, something he’d tried his hardest to achieve with this very team.
Kazuya struggles to make peace with his decision not to go pro out of high school like he always thought he would, but then he gets another chance to form a battery with Sawamura before the big leagues call.
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08 May 2024
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"If you could go back, and do it over. What would you do?"
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08 May 2024
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“Well, hot dad’s gonna be here again,” Hiro-sensei whispered, grinning like a shark. “Here to slake our tired and parched hearts.” He said dramatically, right hand clutching his chest in an exaggerated manner.
[or Miyuki Kousuke is always picked up from kindergarten by his ultra popular alpha father, but then one day an unfamiliar omega shows up and the normally quiet kid just lights up like the sun]
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23 Feb 2024
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“It’s Friday,” Eijun says. “I only get to see you on the weekends and you’re doing homework, Miyuki Kazuya. Homework. Instead of… other things.”
Kazuya laughs, something soft and private, and his eyes twinkle behind his glasses. Eijun has always loved Kazuya’s eyes. They’re sweet and golden like warmed honey, framed by long lashes that hit the lenses of Kazuya’s glasses if he pushes the frames up too high on the bridge of his nose. And his eyebrows—don’t even get Eijun started on Kazuya’s eyebrows.
“Other things, huh?” Kazuya teases, letting Eijun haul him into bed. He collapses down next to Eijun and tugs at the blanket, sliding up against him. “What other things are you thinking about, huh?”
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Where Eijun pines for Miyuki Kazuya even though they’re in a relationship, and Kazuya is there to make it better.
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07 Jan 2024