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Dean knows what that feels like. He knows about wanting to do something unforgivable. The only difference between him and the monsters they killed was that he’d never give in.
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“So what's it like?” Dean could feel his eyes burning into the side of his head again. He glanced over at him.
“What's what like?" He asked, mostly just to be annoying, and because he really didn't want to talk about this, already regretted revealing this information to his brother.
“You know what."
Dean rolled his eyes. “I don't know, man, it feels like getting your ass fucked."
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Dean's thinking he must be either very brave or very stupid as he reaches down between them and places his hand on the denim covering John's quad.
"Dad. Let me?"
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John stood in the dark parking lot. Cold sweat poured down his sides and he watched his sons put their tongues in each other’s mouths.
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18 Mar 2026
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Dean wants his brother, and Bobby isn't blind.
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02 Jul 2025
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A genuine horror story.
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02 Jul 2025
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Everything that has ever gone wrong for Sam and Dean starts and ends with John.
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and if you crave it then you know that you are injured by chinablue for amiwritesthings
Fandoms: Supernatural
02 Nov 2021
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Dean looks nothing close to his 22 years right now. John only sees his little boy, vulnerable and needy and grieving. He’s got the same shell shocked look he had on his face at four years old, the first time his world was snatched away. At least then, in the immediate aftermath anyways, he was young and innocent enough to not quite appreciate the enormity of what he’d lost.
Sammy’s leaving has torn him into little pieces all over again, and the broken shards are rattling around inside of him so loud that John can hear them in Dean’s every quivering breath. This time, Dean understands what’s happened perfectly: Sammy just doesn’t love Dean the way Dean loves him. He thinks he’s too special to hunt evil with his brother and his father. Honestly, John has seen this coming for years. But Dean? Well, Dean is a little more naive. Never once has it occurred to the kid that he can’t trust the people he calls his family.
And god, he’s trusting now. He doesn’t even flinch when John’s hand comes down on his thigh. Doesn’t pull away when John flutters his lips over the nape of his boy’s neck and whispers, “Why don’t you let me take care of you?”
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20 Jun 2025