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  1. Rec 27

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    [“You’d fuck any stranger, if they only looked your way, wouldn’t you?” Eddie says.
    (It’s how the game goes.)
    “Don’t know, Eds.” He exhales, looking Eddie dead in the eyes. “She was pretty fucking good.”
    Eddie scoffs, his fingers squeeze on Buck’s knee, and then higher, on his thigh.
    “Maybe.” Eddie concedes. “Maybe she fucked you and made you come, but you didn’t like it, did you?”
    “Eddie.”
    “No one’s as good as me, is it, Buck? No one knows you like I do.”
    “But you’re not jealous?”]
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    After Bobby’s death, Buck falls back into old habits he swore he’d outgrown. Eddie notices, and pretends he's not burning with a feeling he refuses to name.
    But grief has a way of pulling at the cracks, and love has a way of making it worse.

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    12 Jan 2026

  2. Rec 38

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    waiting room, no place to stand – his greatest fears and wringing hands and the loudest silence.
     
    or, everything goes wrong at a left-hand turn.

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    06 Jan 2026

  3. Rec 81

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    Buck and Chris find themselves trapped and taken by a man with no intention of letting them go!
    Meanwhile, Eddie and the rest of the team struggle to find out where they went. Eddie isn't coping well with the disappearance of both his son and boyfriend/best friend, but he relies on those around him to keep him afloat.
    will the team, with the help of the LAPD, be able to profile and identify the man who tore apart their found family, or will Buck and Chris be able to escape from the grasp that took them?

     

    Takes place around season 6 of 9-1-1

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    06 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 61

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    Running to the frontlines from a childhood he never had. Taking a bat to the wall with his son in the next room. Having an affair with the spitting image of his dead wife.

    Eddie knows he’s never been good at grieving, knows he’s never been good at losing what little he allows for himself in the first place. This is why he also knows his coping mechanisms can’t possibly get any worse.

    Buck, as he so often does, makes him reevaluate his assumptions.

    Evan Buckley dies behind a wall of glass. It’s a shame that when he’s revived not three minutes later, no one is informed.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    After the wave hits, Buck manages to get Christopher atop the fire engine, but his injuries leave them stranded. Eddie thinks his boys are safe, but is soon to discover the complete opposite. Will he get them to safety before blood-thinner boy bleeds out? And what will he do with all the feelings that arise during the rescue?

    It's a tsunami fic guys - you know the drill.

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    29 Dec 2025