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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    The thing is that he likes Matt a lot, which is fine. It is. It’s good, probably. That’s what people say, right? That love, as a general concept, is a good thing. Not that he loves Matt yet, but... It’s that ‘yet’ that’s getting to him. He feels like he’s falling headfirst into something he’s entirely unequipped for, something that’s doomed to explode and take the both of them out when it goes. He knows Matt much better now than he did Saturday morning, will know him a little better by the time he leaves, better still the next time, and the next, but he still can’t shake the feeling like something’s missing, or like he wants too much even though he doesn’t really know what it is that he wants. It’s the dreams. They’re fucking him up.

     
    Jay is a wedding singer and Matt is the strange wedding guest haunting his dreams.

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    11 Jul 2026

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    It had been a very weird day, but Shane wasn’t going to jerk off about it a second time.

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    02 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 26

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    “You don’t have to carry it all alone, ‘Mano,” Tommy says, too goddamn sweet, and Joel can see his big wet eyes, the resolute furrow in his brow.

    He bites his tongue and doesn’t say, I have since I was four years old.

    He doesn’t say, Tell me where then, where the fuck can I put it all down?

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    Joel Miller is a brother, a son, a natural born caretaker and giver.

    He is a father who gave birth to his daughter, and raised her on his own.

    Twenty years after she dies, he encounters another little girl– one who’s like him in more ways than either of them are prepared to face.

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    13 Mar 2023

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    Steve pulls up to just outside the garage door, then cuts the engine.
    He turns in his seat.
    “Eddie.”
    He startles, a visibly painful jerk, and his eyes snap to Steve. Steve meets them steadily, trying to project calm. Eddie’s gaze do linger on him for a moment, before he looks around. The house towers above them, dark and empty. Eddie frowns, plainly confused, then glances to Steve and-
    Realization dawns, then it’s quickly followed by anger and… hurt? The first quickly eclipses the latter, and Eddie flings open the car door.
    “See you around, I guess, Harrington,” he spits, beginning to limp away.
    Steve is so startled that it takes him a moment to get his bearings.
    “Hey!” he calls, scrambling out of the car. “Hey! Where are you going?! You can barely even walk!”
    “Home,” Eddie snaps. “And I’m walking because apparently I’m the only one who doesn’t deserve a fucking ride.”
    “Oh, for the love of-,” Steve mutters, then runs the couple of hobbled steps that Eddie has managed to put between them, grabbing his arm to spin him around.
    “Your home is half portal, idiot,” Steve says. “You’re staying with me.”

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    09 Jan 2023

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    Dean doesn’t just remember Hell; he remembers being raised from it, too.

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    14 Nov 2022