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    Jeongin gently placed the photo down on his desk with a soft smile. While he never imagined that he would have contracted Hanahaki, the name finally taking purchase in his mind, he knew he was going to let it inevitably rule his remaining days.

    Because at the end of the day, he couldn’t take the surgery and chance forgetting the love of his life and ruining the lives of his bandmates in the process.

    Because the flowers growing in his lungs was one of their favorite flowers.

    Because he was in love with one of them.

    Because he was in love with Bang Chan, who decidedly did not love him back.

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    21 Jan 2026

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    He was dying. He was fucking dying. And the worst part was that he wasn’t entirely sure he was against it. When he thought about Minho’s fingers in his hair, on his cheeks, or Minho’s smile when he looked at him, at the warmth of his body when he held Jisung close, he didn’t want to let any of it go. Minho, more than anybody in the world, was worth dying for. He would die and die and die over and over and over if Minho just asked him to.

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    Jisung's been hiding his Hanahaki for two years. He learns that he can't hide it forever.

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    21 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 8

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    “I thought love was supposed to be blissful,” said Jay to himself, “I guess not.” He didn’t pay any mind to the petal. Heck, he didn’t even know who he was longing for? He hadn’t been seeing anybody outside of the group for the past few months and he definitely didn’t like any of the members...well maybe.

    As he flushed the petal down the toilet, the bathroom door propped open. Jungwon was waiting behind it, rubbing his eyes tiredly.

    “Jay hyung? Are you okay?"

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    basically Jay has hanahaki disease and goes through a lot

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    20 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Once a person turns 18, a soulmate mark shows up. You have the same mark as your soulmate. Find your soulmate and experience happiness!

    "Tch." Jake snickers as he reads the words shown on the tv.

    Happiness, huh? Then why am I miserable?

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    20 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    The scariest part of Hanahaki is that the flower will bloom if the person believes their love is unrequited, even if it actually is.

    Sunghoon has been in a relationship for 2 years now, but in recent times he is sure that Jay no longer loves him - especially with the flowers in his lungs. The news his manager brings him and their ultimate break up leads him to believe that he had been right.

    Sunghoon knew he was too greedy, wanting to be part of Enhypen and with Jay was too much to ask for.

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    20 Jan 2026