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  1. Public Bookmark 10

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    A boy, the epitome of reverence, the Child of God.
    His feet willed him to stand. Not his brain, but something else, pressed his eyes to the wooden divider, and he had only one prayer– to see him again.
    There was a deep breath, soft and firm and above everything real. It touched Dazai’s ears, wrapped around his mind like a blanket, his neck like a scarf.
    And when the voice spoke, an unmistakable warmth touched deep inside him, his very soul.
    “In the name of the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit.”

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    Osamu Dazai has not lived for a day in his nineteen years of being alive. He resigned himself to a walking corpse- until an unlikely encounter with the revered God of Yokohama.

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    Nakahara Chuuya is believed to be the Son of God- and Dazai Osamu is his most devoted believer. Hated by the church, by himself, he must do what he is best at; lying, stealing, and breaking into churches for his saint.

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    25 Jul 2026

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    "There you go!" Dazai forces a smile onto his face, quickly shoving his quivering hands into the pockets of his tan dress pants. "Now my sheepdog won't completely freeze to death!"

    Chuuya gingerly brushes his fingers across the jacket buttons before he looks up at Dazai, eyes wide with a soft vulnerability that Dazai rarely sees.

    "Thanks, shitty mackerel," Chuuya says quietly, and Dazai's heart does a tap-dance of beats.

    Dazai falls for Chuuya in three steps: first unknowing, then slowly, and then all at once.

    [Or: The fic where Dazai's been planning the most extravagant, flabbergasting confession to his best friend Chuuya...and subsequently messes everything up with a simple text message.]

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    23 Jun 2026

  3. Rec *

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    It all started with a stupid Halloween party. All they did was hook up at a party neither of them wanted to attend, and yet somehow they found themselves falling into a dangerous, comfortable routine. Sanemi made it clear he wasn’t looking for a relationship, and Giyuu was fine with that, or so he thought. If they agreed it wasn’t going to be anything more than a friends with benefits situation, why did their hearts tend to flutter at the thought of each other? Why did everything they found out about the other only blur the line between hooking up and intimacy?

    It would only get harder the more they learned to trust each other, the stronger their bond became, and the longer they continued to dance around unspoken words. Only time would tell how much longer the two of them could deny their true feelings, or more so, how long it'd take Sanemi to admit it to himself.

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    17 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    one of my first (and favourite) long sanegiyuu stories with lots and lots of miscommunication and slow burn