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“I used to think that all the time,” he said, voice barely above a hum. “Especially in high school. I’d fantasize about it, actually. Packing a bag. Leaving my phone. Walking until I stopped existing.” Jisung let out a breath that was half a laugh, half a sigh.
Neither of them said anything for a beat.
Then Minho added, “But if you disappeared, I’d notice. Right away. Even if you did it really quietly.”
Jisung didn’t respond with words. He just curled a little closer, like the sentence was something he needed to hold in his chest for a bit.
Jisung’s voice came again, quieter than before. “Maybe we could run away together next time. Just disappear. You and me.”
Minho let out a soft huff of air—not quite a laugh, not quite disbelief. “Yeah?”
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They talk about first kisses and things that were taken. And without meaning to, they talk about everything else too.
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“Couldn’t sleep?” Minho asked, his voice low in the stillness.
Jisung shook his head, his feet carrying him over to the couch without another word. There was no hesitation in the way he sat down next to Minho, close enough that their arms brushed together. It was such a simple thing, but the warmth of Jisung’s presence settled something in Minho, like an anchor tethering him to the moment.
They didn’t need to speak right away. It was one of the things Minho appreciated most about Jisung—how they could just be together, no pressure to fill the silence with words. It was a comfort, knowing that someone else understood that sometimes, silence was enough.
For a while, they just sat there, the quiet of the apartment wrapping around them like a blanket. Minho’s eyes drifted shut again, though he didn’t feel tired, just… worn. He could feel Jisung shifting beside him, fidgeting slightly, and he opened his eyes just in time to see Jisung lean his head against his shoulder.
“I didn’t want to be alone,” Jisung murmured, his voice barely above a whisper.
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Chan breaks the silence. "That’s your grandma's rosary, isn't it?" Felix's shoulders tense, his eyes still fixed in front of him. He hums, acknowledging, coming across as more insecure than casual. "Do you still pray?" asks Chan. Felix doesn't answer. "With how you treat yourself, it’s a miracle you're not dead yet. Maybe it’s her prayers still protecting you somehow."
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Minho wiggled a bit, sitting up as straight as he could, trying to get in a position where Jisung couldn't feel the fat on his stomach. Immediately noticing what he was trying to do, the younger widened his eyes and took his hands off and apologized, placing them on Minho's shoulders, so he could hug him from behind.
"I'm sorry, I didn't think, I didn't mean to make you uncomfortable," he said, squeezing a bit tighter. After a small pause, he tried, "Is it bad today?" His tone was soft and reassuring. "It's really not," Minho answered honestly, "It's just… I already ate today, so I feel bloated and — yeah."
Jisung smiled, leaning back a bit and started stroking his hair. "Well, you know what I think," he leaned in. "I think you're so beautiful," he whispered in his ear. "And I think you deserve so much," he kissed his boyfriend's neck. "And I know I'm the luckiest guy in the world to have you," he finished off. Minho, feeling so warm, snuggled up in his chest.
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Jisung tries his best to help Minho with his eating disorder (SPOILER: he's a really good fucking boyfriend)
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My heart is comfortable (whenever I'm with you) by mnsvngsreveries
Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)
13 Jul 2023
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Oh, what would he do without his soulmate on this rollercoaster that's his life, Jisung thinks.
It's such a relief that he's here.
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Minho and Jisung are getting ready for bed after a day full of practice.
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09 May 2025
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“Just like that, if I put on a smile, nobody will know, right?” Jisung said when the two of them had first watched Oshi no Ko. “They’ll think nothing has changed. I love them just the same.” It sounded like hope back then—a way to get through a grueling few weeks. But when Minho woke Jisung with a gentle rub of his shoulder, that false smile returned.
Or, Minho's view on Jisung's fluctuating mental health around this comeback
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16 Jan 2024