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  1. Public Bookmark 22

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    Post 4x09
    Ava feels guilty and fears Deborah's resentment. But it's Deborah's love that pulls Ava back from the precipice. In doing so, Deborah faces her own insecurities and fears as their relationship develops.

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    30 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    Set immediately following the end of Season 4, Deborah and Ava must figure out their next steps, where in the world they see themselves, and how the pieces of their lives continue to intersect.

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    28 Nov 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 20

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    “Why did you choose me?” asks Ava. She looks up at Deborah with tears caught in her eyelashes. “Why would you do that, D?”

    Deborah bites her lip. There’s calculation behind her cornflower irises, her brain spinning like a roulette wheel as she tries to land on the perfect response. Eventually, she finds a truth that she feels too stripped-down, too raw to excuse away: “There was never any choice.”

    OR What happens when Deborah drives Ava home after the events of S4E9 "A Slippery Slope."

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    28 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 96

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    After Memphis, Deborah decides that getting laid is the secret to the new material working. Lucky for her, Ava selflessly offers to help her out for the rest of the tour. (Or: they try the friends-with-benefits-thing. Set after season two's "The Click.")

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    28 Nov 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 33

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    “Okay. Fuck,” Ava puts her head in her hands. “Give it to me straight, doc. What’s gonna happen to me?”

    “You’ll just get really high and wanna fuck. I mean, I’ve only ever done one of these at a time. Maybe it’s different when you do ten.” He claps a hand on her shoulder as he moves to leave. “Good luck.”

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    Or: Ava accidentally takes one-too-many edibles at the frat party. Deborah has an idea on how to take the edge off. (Takes place during 3x08, “Yes, And”)

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    28 Nov 2025

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