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Felix feels calmer as a nurse comes to inject Minho’s (standard, because he isn't a loser like Felix) suppressant. The doctor returns, giving them clear instructions to keep the second dosage refrigerated and hidden, before injecting Felix with his first dose.
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13 Nov 2025
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Felix has compared himself to a caged bird since he was young. For years he thought his parents would never let him taste the sky, but keep him hidden away and sheltered from the world forever. After years of careful begging, his parents finally agreed he could spend a year in Seoul. Drunk on the feeling of being free for the first time in his life, Felix’s world revolves around finding his favorite flavor of ice cream, kissing the cute guy he met in the bathroom of a night club, and discovering who he is on his own. Things should be simple.
But what if moving to Seoul isn’t actually leaving his cage like he thought it would be? What if it doesn’t matter how carefully he keeps his past life away from his new friends? What would the man he is falling in love with do if the ugly truth slips out at the wrong time?
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13 Nov 2025
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The car accident wasn't where it all started, but it is where it all started falling apart. When Felix's car is hit leaving the Fan Meet in February, it's worse than JYP let on and worse than Felix tells the other members. Relationships with those he was once closest to are already frayed, and he can't add new reasons for them to turn away from him.
Plagued by self doubt and a deep-seated fear of falling behind, Felix struggles to recover from the accident and to cover up what happened to him afterwards - when he was hurt in a way that haunts him every time he manages to fall asleep through the pain in his back. His brothers will never look at him the same if they know. They'll never call him Sunshine again. He'll never close the distance between himself and Hyunjin if they find out how broken he really is.
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11 Nov 2025
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completely obsessed with everything about this fic!!! my bbies<33333
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Felix has long held the title of Stray Kid's sunshine with little difficulty: flash a smile here, give a cuddle there, pretend that his fluster around Hyunjin isn't the fully blown crush it is.
But when an unidentified back pain and feelings of guilt start to plague him, he finds himself under a microscope of concern from his members. As he starts to learn more about the nature of his pain, he'll have to figure out how to keep more and more of his life a secret.
If only Felix could lie in slightest. If only his members didn't watch his every move. And if only Minho didn't have a sixth sense for trouble.
(an Angel Felix fic ft. everyone being whipped for Felix and Felix being terrible at feelings)
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- Part 1 of air beneath (my wings)
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09 Nov 2025
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actual most beautiful sweetest thing ive ever read !!!!!!
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Hyunjin has been at JYPE psychiatric facility for six months, and he has no intention of leaving. He's perfectly happy deflecting questions about his feelings, tonguing his meds, and sharing a singular (illegal) iPod nano with Jisung, Seungmin, and Innie. So what if he can't exactly remember chunks of his childhood, and so what if the mere notion of rejection makes him want to rip his hair out? So what if he's running out time before he's passed on to the next inpatient hospital?
Felix has been a dancer for the Poirot Ballet since he was thirteen, and he has no plans of stopping dance (or his determined path towards perfection) any time soon, no matter how much his body wants to take him out of the game. So when he's sentenced to two weeks of mandatory inpatient treatment for a supposed 'Adderall dependency', he's less than thrilled. After all, he's been nothing but a perfect, moldable, emotionless doll for years. How is he supposed to fake a sickness he doesn't have, while keeping his actual 'illness' secret?
And why does that asshole Hwang Hyunjin have to be so goddamn beautiful?
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09 Nov 2025