15 Works by deesometimes
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Castiel fell and he fell hard. For Dean, for his friends, for the world. He gave up everything for them and in the end he still has nothing, not their respect, not their trust, not their love. He has no one to blame but himself. He'd fall all over again to stop the apocalypse. He'd fall all over again to save Dean, even if it changes nothing. Even if he hates him forever.
A slow burn destiel fic.
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Starvation scorches through him, pure and almost holy. He needs to suffer, needs to hurt, needs to bleed out all the demon in him until his insides soak their charcoal altar.
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- Part 3 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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After Jess dies, Sam stops talking again.
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- Part 2 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Dean’s staring at him now, the weight of his gaze for once softened with inebriated warmth. Drunk is the closest he’ll get to affectionate these days, something that should sting more than it does. Cas can’t remember how to feel things like that right now. Instead he makes hazy eye contact with dulled, ashen green and smiles even slighter.
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- Part 4 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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If he starves the evil to death, maybe then he’ll finally deserve to live.
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- Part 1 of Sam Winchester angst :(
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Cas has a bad time. Sam gets it.
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- Part 3 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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After being kicked out of the bunker on his own, Cas struggles. Dean finds out, and is there for him.
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- Part 2 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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Janus doesn’t believe in magic or ghosts or love or anything laced within the fairytales his dad analyses incessantly. He just wants to get through his last year of education in this new town with no interruptions.
Patton is a wannabe baker with an obsession destined to kill him and the saddest thing Janus has ever seen.
Virgil just wants to run away from everything, his family, this town, his feelings for Patton.Janus never intends to make any friends. Then his dad disappears and everything changes.
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“I found a liquor store.”
“And?”
“And I drank it.”The missing scene where Castiel drinks the whole liquor store.
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- Part 1 of Castiel angst fics >:)
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Patton is not having a good time and Janus tries his best to be there for him.
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‘You want us to love you, don’t you?’ by deesometimes
Fandoms: Sanders Sides (Web Series)
21 Feb 2023
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‘You want us to love you, don’t you?’ Dream-Patton’s voice asks in his head, words soft and sweet, like he isn’t stood over him with a bloodied needle in hand.
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𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘩 𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘸𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘶𝘵? 𝘞𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘦𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘮𝘶𝘵𝘦, 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘓𝘰𝘨𝘪𝘤? 𝘋𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘯? -
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Janus and Patton are getting closer and Virgil doesn’t like it.
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Patton saw the world in colours.
Both beautiful and utterly terrible.Human au of sorts.
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The hound of the Baskervilles scene where John is locked in the laboratory only this time he has a panic attack because of the war and Sherlock comes to help.