drawl
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It’s not that he wants to die: it’s that he doesn’t want to exist—or at least not as a corporeal being. He thinks it would be nice to be a cloud, maybe a blanket of fog over a still lake in Scotland or a lily pad in Monet’s pond in Giverny.
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Minho can smell Yongbok as soon as she walks in the door.
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15 Apr 2026
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Whenever he travelled outside of company schedules, Chan always got whiplash over how different the experience was. It was downright relaxing to walk through an airport with his hat pulled low over his eyes and a nondescript black hoodie. Felix had all his hair tucked up under a beanie, and no one was giving them a second glance.
Or, Chan and Felix go on vacation.
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07 Apr 2026
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“Hey,” Felix says, “I’ve sorta been thinking about something.”
His eyes rest on her stomach, and Chan tilts her head.
Of complicated feelings about having kids, welcoming change, and learning to love yourself as you are.
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04 Apr 2026
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didn't go to church, but i got (blessed) by bufflehead for thomasmxller
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23 Sep 2024
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Felix whimpered, grinding his hips down harder. “Wan’ it, Channie, want it so bad-”
Chan lifted Felix up a bit, away from his cock. “Felix, baby, I thought we agreed to wait for marriage-”
“But Chan,” Felix whined. He fixed Chan with his best pout, letting his eyes fill with pretty tears.
“It won’t count if I let you put it in my ass, right?”
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30 Mar 2026
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Is it really a feeling?
Chris can't be sure.
Can a feeling burrow into his skin like a burr and stay there, twisting and aching like an old wound? Can a feeling writhe in his chest like a parasitic symbiote, whispering demands in his ears? Can a feeling keep him up at night with his head pounding like this?
It can’t be a feeling. It’s something else. Something worse. Some sort of impulse or instinct. Something ancient simmering under his skin. A thing.
Chris has always known the way that he needs Felix can't be healthy, but this is just getting ridiculous.
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27 Mar 2026