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Johnny.
The name he wants to say is Johnny. It’s the name he used to say every morning when he woke up and every night right before he drifted off to sleep. Now it’s a name that makes him feel sick, like poison on his tongue. He wants to scream it out but he also never wants to hear it again. Mark thinks that he’ll pass out right now if he does.
Or: Mark deals with the heartbreak of loving a boy with a sunflower tattoo.
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If Sungchan could pinpoint an exact moment where he and Shotaro had drifted apart from one another, he wouldn't be able to tell you—except that maybe it happened somewhere between the RIIZE project announcement and their debut.
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- Part 7 of Short Stories
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15 Dec 2025
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the undone and the divine by cherrybombed for domtaros
Fandoms: RIIZE (Band), NCT (Band)
31 Aug 2025
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The way it all unfolded was doomed from the start, Shotaro can recognize now. He didn’t talk to Sungchan about it again before he drunkenly mentioned it to Donghyuck on a night out that Sungchan had stayed back from to sleep early. Donghyuck’s eyebrows had shot up into his bangs, then he’d laughed, then he took a minute to seriously consider.
“Yeah, Sungchan could fuck me,” he decides.
“Only because I’m saying he could,” Shotaro says. “Remember that.”
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Or, another canon story about falling in love and trying new things, but not always getting it right the first time.
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31 Oct 2025
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Sungchan is a good sport, and through his grimace politely reassured everyone that this was fine. At least this wasn’t someone else’s fate. Shotaro has to admit that it got a giggle out of him to see Sexy Snow White in all its shiny polyester glory held up against Sungchan’s broad shoulders. It’s a little less funny now that it’s completely stretched taut over his muscles, red ribbon corset laced up the visible definition of his abs and tied in a bow across his pecs, biceps bulging out of the puffy cap sleeves.
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Or, Sungchan gets stuck in his Halloween dance practice costume. Shotaro helps him out.
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08 Oct 2025
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Shotaro always, always wants him. Wonbin doesn’t quite know how to hold all of that desire sometimes; it often feels too big, too generous. But today has been difficult, and he’s ready to accept what’s offered without thinking too much about whether he deserves it.
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23 Sep 2025
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“You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”
“Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.
There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.
Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.
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