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• it’s never just coffee by dykephan

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

  • Mature
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  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  12 Dec 2024

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  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Dan Howell
  • Phil Lester
  • Angst
  • Hurt/Comfort
  • Post-Break Up
  • Depression
  • Bottom Phil Lester
  • Top Dan Howell
  • Service Top
  • sex that's kind of a buzzkill

  Summary

  Phil will move on first, because he deserves to, and Dan will move on only when he’s freed of the guilt that weighs so heavily on him — so never, maybe. Or whenever he starts feeling that all-consuming numbness again that had created this whole mess. It had its pros and cons.

  He feels everything in sharp clarity now. It has its pros and cons.

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