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    Netflix releases a documentary about Dusk, who were once crowned with the nickname 'The Most Controversial Idol Group of All Time,' where former members Bokuto Koutarou, Hinata Shoyo, Kageyama Tobio, Miya Atsumu, Suna Rintarou, and Sakusa Kiyoomi speak out for the first time ten years after their tragic disbandment.

    Everything is not what it seems. It's gayer.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    i fuckiung hagte msybskfe

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    Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi’s Co-Stars With Benefits Arrangement Contract

    Rules:
    1. The span of this arrangement will only last up to the very last day of filming. Anything past that is forbidden.
    2. This arrangement will be kept top secret. For obvious reasons.
    3. Absolutely no getting emotionally attached.
    4. No kissing outside filming.

    Miya Atsumu and Sakusa Kiyoomi get cast in a gay film together where they, in the words of The Great Philosopher Rihanna, fell in love in a hopeless place.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    wait i wanna die its 5am leave me alone

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    In which Sakusa Kiyoomi is raised to believe that gay people go to hell but then takes one look at Miya Atsumu and thinks, then why the hell did God make them so fucking hot?

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    04 Jun 2026

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    i genuinley. have never been affected by a fic more than this. except maybe fts. but like this was in a different way im not ok im so fucking serious im NOT ok.

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    Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.
    The hospital AU that no body asked for, but that I took upon myself to write.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    kys (reread. it held up to my sobbinh 13 yo self. i am now a sobbing 18 yo self.)

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    "Ya know, it still isn't too late for you."

    Tobio sighs. “It isn't like that."

    Atsumu raises his eyebrows, and replies, "I've seen Shouyou reject way too many people these past eight months to believe that. It is exactly like that."

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    Hinata and Kageyama haven't seen each other since the end of their relationship, but when Hinata gets qualified for the Tokyo Olympics, their paths inevitably cross again.

    Kageyama’s carefully suppressed feelings for Hinata begin to quickly spiral out of control, and make him question everything.

    A much-needed break from training, and a visit back home to Miyagi might just be what they need to reignite the lost spark.

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    02 Jun 2026

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    im sad