eternally_winding
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i just wanna tell you (it took everything in me not to call you) by eternally_winding
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
25 Aug 2023
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He’s in a van with a beautiful boy, and he’s in love with him, and he’s not going to tell him, but it burns him up like a wildfire, like smoke suffusing his lungs and laughter in his ears and a knowing gaze meeting his across the seats.
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the van scene from Mike’s pov
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Champagne For My Real Friends, Real Pain For My Sham Friends by eternally_winding, orphan_account
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Comics)
31 Dec 2018
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"I can't give you what you want." He says, regretting the decision to make himself known. Why did he? Because you miss him, sings a voice in the back of his mind, where the rest of his more annoying impulses originate from.
“You don’t know that,” Steve argues.
"What do you want from me?"
“Anything at all you can give me— information, time, anything.” Steve scrambles up and backs away, giving Bucky space, an out if he needs it. His hair is flopping into his eyes and he chews his lip, debating his next words.
Fuck it.
“I’m in love with you, and we promised till the end of the line. This ain’t it, and I know you’re a stubborn piece of work and I don’t really know how you’re here, but even if you don’t think you’re him I gotta be with you. It’s who I am.”
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Bucky watches Steve walk away, a visual of those sad eyes of his burned into his mind.
They'd be fine. It was fine. They'd been through worse than this; when Anne dumped Bucky right before he shipped out, or when Steve soldiered through his own heartbreak because someone he'd been with for weeks had decided he wasn't it for them.
It will be okay, he lies, but the thought is empty and hollow. He knows watching Steve walk away is the hardest thing he'll ever have to do. Because the one common factor through all of those experiences? They'd had each other.
Yeah. It'll be fine.
A.K.A. the one where Steve doesn't go down with the Valkyrie, Bucky never fell from the train and everything is all screwed up.
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let it go (and pray it comes back to you) by everest (eternally_winding)
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Captain America (Movies)
07 Aug 2018
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Bucky falls. But it's okay, because any minute Steve's going to come crashing through that door and save him from Hydra.. Right?
Or, Bucky slowly loses himself and his memories but he can't forget the smartass punk he fell in love with when they were kids.
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Death has a magical way of reminding those who think they’re strong, just how weak they are.
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29 Dec 2025
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Sometimes when we’re standing side by side… it feels like anything is possible. Like nothing in the world is wrong when I’m with you. And then you leave. You always leave. And I stay in the same place.”
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26 Dec 2025
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“While sexual activity is not my default purpose, I do possess the capability,” Connor says without so much as batting an eye, unaware that he’s completely shattered Hank’s world view in one single sentence.
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17 Dec 2025
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We're All in the Gutter, but Some of Us Are Looking at the Stars by chipofftheoldblock
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
24 Jun 2019
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‘I’m sorry, sir,’ he said, and Maria looked a little appeased, though now she was gesturing for him to get off stage. And then he smiled real big and wide and sincere and said, ‘Guess I’m just real fuckin’ tired of everyone treating me like an idiot. To answer your question, ain’t a lot I really miss. Polio was pretty fuckin’ awful, and so was the food, and the racism and homophobia and hatred so many folks had for one another for dumb-as-shit differences was so goddamn stupid -’
Maria was suddenly on stage beside him, pulling his microphone away and grabbing his arm with a steel grip. Steve just leaned over to Nat’s mic with a shit-eating grin on his face and said, ‘Thank you so much for your time.’
Steve's tired of the world treating him like he doesn't know a damn thing about the future. Bucky's tired of not knowing a damn thing about the past.
They meet somewhere in the middle.
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07 Dec 2025
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When Bucky has to pretend to be the Winter Soldier on a mission, neither he nor Natasha expect it to almost cost her life.
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17 Nov 2025