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    “Max isn’t going to get better”

    Charles’ mouth felt so dry. “I’m sorry?”

    “It’ll get worse as time goes on” Dr Frances said calmly. “Age will make it worse. It makes everything worse. Max is a young man now, but he is going to spend the rest of his life like this. Think about two, four, six decades of not standing on your own feet. The body isn’t made for that”

    “Why are you telling me this?” He whispered.

    “Because every appointment, you bring with you a notebook and ask me how it is improving, what needs to be changed, how Max is changing. I am telling you this now so in five years when you are angry with me that nothing has changed yet, you understand. This is Max, Charles. I’m so sorry”

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    one day I am gonna grow wings / a chemical reaction

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    17 Dec 2025

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    Oscar arrives in North London with nothing and no one. A broken past, a pull-out mattress, and a name that gets him in more trouble than it’s worth.
    He wasn’t supposed to stay. He wasn’t supposed to race. And he definitely wasn’t supposed to fall for the boy who sees everything but never lets anyone in.
    But the streets don’t care what you’re supposed to do. And neither does Lando.

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    31 Oct 2025

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    “You will not be my concubine,” Max says.

    Charles listens, tense and still, feeling those rough, violent hands holding his face, piercing eyes pinning him in place.

    “You will be my wife,” Max tells him, soft and dangerous, “I’m going to marry you. Going to make you my queen.”

    The words strike his heart, sharp and brutal.
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    or: When Ferrari capitulates to Red Bull, the brutal King Max Verstappen has only one demand... he wants Charles Leclerc as his war prize.

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    02 Oct 2025

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    After accidentally witnessing a crime, Charles Leclerc and Carlos Sainz Jr. becomes FBIs key witnesses in what will be the trial of the century against one of the biggest crime lords in the country. To protect them from retaliation, they are placed under witness protection and moved across the country to pose as a married couple.

    Charles had promised himself that he would never fall for or be with another Alpha ever again, but as weeks turn into months, it becomes harder and harder to resist his new (fake) husband who seems to prove all his preconceived conceptions about being with an Alpha wrong.

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    25 Sep 2025

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    Charles has a terrible unnerving feeling.

    He needs Max's babies.

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    08 Sep 2025