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    If someone asked him what was his biggest regret, he would say Ivan.

    Not in that way that he hated ever meeting him. No, he never would.

    He regretted not doing things properly with him. He regretted getting into a relationship too fast without understanding his own feelings. He regretted being so selfish.

    Till never meant to hurt him but now Ivan hated him. He disgusted him so much that it was the first time Till ever saw him cry.

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    Ivan and Till. How much can things change over a mistake?

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    18 Oct 2025

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    Kim Dokja has always known that his soulmate has no interest in him. For Yoo Joonghyuk, renowned Ways of Survival esport champion, a psychic bond to some random desk jockey must be the most boring part of his life. It’s vexing, but Kim Dokja gets it.

    Until the day he learns that Yoo Joonghyuk never even knew the bond was there.

    What follows is a brand-new professional career, a journey through the memories of his long and checkered past with Yoo Joonghyuk, and a secret identity that really shouldn’t matter as much as it does.

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    04 Aug 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 52

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    In the shadowed halls of an isolated noble estate, Yoo Joonghyuk, a cold, widowed alpha, lives haunted by memory and duty. After losing his omega spouse during childbirth, he swore to keep his heart closed forever.

    Enter Kim Dokja, a sharp-eyed, soft-voiced young omega sent from the capital as a servant. Unassuming at first glance but he moves like a ghost through the house, curious. Disruptive. His scent slowly begins to twist into Joonghyuk’s lungs.

    Then one night, Joonghyuk finds Dokja in his dead spouse’s clothes, lounging in the untouched bed, spreading his legs with a breathless whisper:
    “I can give you what they never could.”

    But nothing is that simple, especially not with a grieving alpha and an omega who’s trying to destroy himself, just to feel wanted.

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    02 Jun 2025

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    Maybe in another life, Till wouldn’t have had the time or the capacity to comprehend how Ivan’s fucked up little head works. Maybe in that life, they would have never known how it felt to love and be loved in return.

    But that life isn’t this life, and Till knows everything there is to know about Ivan, and he loves him. He loves him so much that it aches on most days when he can’t be around him, his heart not being able to carry the love he couldn’t pour into the other half of his soul.

    Okay, that’s pretty cheesy, Till thinks, as he makes a mental note to write it down for the next song he writes about Ivan.

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    Or, Ivan and Till in a much kinder world.

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    03 Nov 2024

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    "Yoo Joonghyuk." Kim Dokja whispers into the curve of his ear, curling his arms around the man's shoulders. "Destroy and conquer."

    Blood and bond sing in harmony, as Yoo Joonghyuk's soul reaches for that sovereign fire of Kim Dokja, his lips seeking the burn to melt the last of the frost. What follows is a blur, a smile, and a gentle push forward.

    When he swings his sword, Yoo Joonghyuk feels utterly alive.

    There comes a price with power, a price that Yoo Joonghyuk could pay for only so long. With no Guide able to match him, he burned himself out like a comet and plummeted into cold stagnance — shattered and useless.

    It’s nothing short of a miracle, when his world erupts in flames once again.

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    01 Nov 2024