goingcrazy
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In which Mark learns about Yukhei's kinks, and he complies to them.
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- Part 3 of Special Education
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“Remember I told you I’ll teach you how to give a blowjob?” Yukhei asks. A smirk dancing on his lips.
Mark gulps.
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- Part 2 of Special Education
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Mark asks Yukhei to teach him how to be a good kisser. It goes downhill from there.
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- Part 1 of Special Education
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Mark is confused. Which is not something that should be considered strange or out of the ordinary when it comes to him, he’s been confused about the world’s entire existence since he was grown enough to think coherently, but this situation with Yukhei is just making him go insane.
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Lewis was never just one thing. He was an omega, a champion, a myth. No one ever really knew where one ended and the other began.
What people praised was the legend. What he wanted—what he needed—was to be known without the roar. But when love came, it came like a mirror: beautiful, unkind, and never meant to stay.
or: a story about letting go, of what it means to be chosen, and what it takes to choose yourself.
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20 Oct 2025
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suddenly you’re overlapping in me, in my heart you’re like the soft rain by drunkcaller
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08 Nov 2023
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"Johnny, what're-"
"I wanna kiss you so bad." Johnny's voice was low, barely above a whisper.
Mark's mouth snapped shut, heart racing. He swallowed, grabbing the counter next to him. "You're drunk."
"No, I'm not."
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20 Oct 2025
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“I’m not a rookie and I’m not doing this to prove anything. I like racing in pre-heat," Oscar says.
Carlos’ brain short circuits. “What?”
Oscar inclines his head. "It focuses me. Makes me more desperate for the win.”
Desperate. Carlos can’t help it, his scent blooms.
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Oscar mistimes his heat cycle in Monaco, things go awry. Carlos, who barely knows him, volunteers as tribute.
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25 Jun 2025
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Lando never planned for this—being an omega, being a Formula 1 driver, being both at the same time. He’s still figuring it out, still adjusting, and Carlos is there to help. So is Charles, somehow.
It’s all supposed to be straightforward. It never is.
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- Part 2 of Slow Burn
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26 May 2025
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It feels like he's astral projecting into his own fantasy, some random porny scenario brought on by loneliness and horniness. It's an out-of-body experience to be secured in Johnny's arms, giving the world's least-effective handjob while Johnny moans under his breath, in this aesthetic bedroom above a party. This was everything Mark's repressed little heart hoped for, thought college in America might be, as an awkward high schooler desperate to start over.
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Mark hooks up with his former TA, Johnny, at a party.
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- Part 1 of so hot you're hurting my feelings
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03 Jan 2025