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   deeper and deeper, i'm sinking, i'm drowning by LiliesofDreams

   Fandoms: Stray Kids (Band)  

   • Explicit
   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   25 May 2025

   Tags

   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Bang Chan/Hwang Hyunjin
   • Hwang Hyunjin
   • Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
   • Sex Pollen
   • Mildly Dubious Consent
   • Love Confessions
   • Chan's self-sacrificing behavior
   • Anal Sex
   • Bottom Hwang Hyunjin
   • Top Bang Chan (Stray Kids)
   • Angst
   • Smut
   • Multiple Orgasms

   Summary

   And that’s just it, isn’t it. Chan is too good, too sweet to ever hold something like a confession of love over Hyunjin's head. He knows that Chan's been so distant to not give Hyunjin the wrong idea, but Hyunjin can't handle it. Can't handle watching Chan talk and laugh with other members of the crew when he can't have it.

   Love is precious to Hyunjin. He craves it, wants it so bad. But it also makes him selfish. He wants and wants and wants. And Chan knows him well enough to know that Hyunjin is selfish. It's why everyone leaves, why everyone gets tired of him. He had thought Chan could be different, but Hyunjin knows. He knows that he's made for giving love, but never receiving the love he wants—needs.

   or; Hyunjin's all consuming love and Chan's guilt complex meet in an explosion of heat

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,763

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   Comments:

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