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    I think Lorcan and Elide deserve their own version, so I wrote them one. This sets out to fill in the blanks in KoA after she saves him from the battlefield, as we were severely deprived of all those moments in between which WE KNOW they spent together. Mainly focusing on the nights spent together. Lorcan POV.

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    “Do you think you can sleep?” he asked her, trying to divert her thoughts. She looked so tired.
    She nodded, and his heart exploded when she curled together in a tight ball next to him, scooted closer to his side and nuzzled her cheek against his shoulder. Her soft, small hand curled around his arm and she looked as if content to go to sleep right there, right that moment.

    Lorcan couldn’t speak, couldn’t think, could barely breathe. Could just lay there, stare down at her, and let her move into him like an iron thread wrapping around his spine. Just by existing, she had slipped behind all of his defenses and moved into his soul. She had stolen his heart for her own and he knew it was futile to ever get it back. And he knew he was completely, utterly at her mercy.

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    02 Dec 2025

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    Four times Scorpius and Albus find themselves sleeping in the same bed for comfort, and one time it becomes something more.

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    “You really want me to ask you about sex?” Elide asks, doubtfully. Teasingly, her smile spreading to the rest of her face now. Lorcan looks away, chastising himself for noticing how her eyes brighten. She’s nothing to you, he reminds himself, though it takes him a moment to look in her eyes again.

    “Elide, there’s absolutely no way you’re remembering this in the morning,” he says, fighting back a quirk of his lips when she laughs, “Ask away.”

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    Oneshot from a Tumblr prompt: "You're not a burden..."

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    17 Jul 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 26

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    HOFAS SPOILERS!!!

    An emotional moment I wish we would have seen in House of Flame and Shadow:

    Ruhn insists that they talk about that first night, when Lidia flinched.

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    17 Jul 2025