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Billy pushed and pushed and pushed, until finally, Steve gave.
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Five times Billy watched Steve (his moles, his eyes, his mouth) and the one time Steve did something about it.
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Steve tells himself that he isn’t sorry to see him go.
He tells himself that he doesn’t like him.
Not his ringleted hair, long and styled like a girl’s (probably as soft as a girl’s, too, if Steve had been brave enough to reach out and touch it, beguiled by the startling clash of soft hair and hard muscle); not his cartoonishly blue eyes. He doesn’t like the way Billy had smiled, through a mouthful of teeth, when he said Steve’s name: Harrington, right? Overly familiar, taking his sweet fucking time with it. Hips cocked like a loaded pistol, a dare, or maybe even a tease; a silent, provocative come try me. Steve has barely two inches on him in terms of height, and he dislikes that most of all.
Or so he tells himself.
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Distantly, as though he’s talking to Billy from another room, Steve says, “Are you crying?”
“Fuck off,” he says pathetically. “It’s my—it’s my—I get fucking allergies.”
He scrubs his fists over his eyes; he can’t look Steve in the face, he can’t cry.
“It’s okay to cry,” Steve says; Billy can hear him take a step closer. Can hear him breathing, wet, ragged breaths that are just audible over the whine of cicadas in the trees. “I cry all the time.”
Billy makes a disparaging noise. Sinking to his knees, curling his spine into the shape of a clenched fist; seeking the shade of the cars, retreating in fear of the light, the sound. He doesn’t want to hurt Steve, but he will if Steve forces him to. He’ll have to. It’s the only way he can get through this.
“No, really,” Steve’s voice says. “It’s okay, Billy.”
It’s not, Billy thinks, eyes still closed. It won’t ever be okay. It’s wrong. I’m wrong.
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Steve loses his head, his voice, and his heart.
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I Don’t Like People (But I Think I Like You) by hexlibris
Fandom Stranger Things (TV 2016)
01 Nov 2018
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Two boys trying to navigate love and heartbreak in a country town.
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They’ve got ten minutes before Steve’s break is up and he has to go back to wishing for death with a smile.
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24 Jul 2019
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Embedding tutorial
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so you dont have to google this every time you post a thing