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• Good Old-Fashioned Flower Boy by illdingmyself

  Fandoms: Queen (Band)  

  • Mature
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  08 Sep 2019

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Brian May/Roger Taylor
  • Brian May
  • Roger Taylor (Queen)
  • john deacon (very briefly)
  • also freddie is implied but i dont think i ever typed his name?????
  • hes roommate :-)
  • Fluff
  • Strangers to Lovers
  • Crushes
  • Mutual Pining
  • its not really pining im too impatient but....shhhh
  • Alternate Universe - Flower Shop
  • eventually straight forward roger
  • hopeless brian

  Summary

  The one where Brian works in a flower shop but the rest is pretty much his same contemplative self. Roger is pretty in this universe, too.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  7,107

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  15

  Kudos:

  92

  Bookmarks:

  10

  Hits:

  1,039

• beach date by illdingmyself

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

  • General Audiences
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  06 Sep 2018

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Dan Howell
  • Phil Lester

  Summary

  the one where dan and phil are having a soft time at the beach in australia

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  993

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  5

  Kudos:

  37

  Bookmarks:

  2

  Hits:

  458

• Comfort, warmth and familiarity as a step in the right direction by illdingmyself

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (YouTube RPF)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  30 Jul 2018

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Dan Howell
  • Phil Lester
  • description of a singular panic attack
  • just my place to put my feelings really
  • i wouldnt read. unless ur into some emotional stimulation
  • its warm and comforting but u know
  • Panic Attacks
  • Existential Dread

  Summary

  The emotional side of Phil you didn't know you needed.

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,982

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  1

  Kudos:

  32

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  677

• do you ever think about boys by illdingmyself

  Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • M/M
  • Complete Work

  19 Jan 2014

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Niall Horan/Harry Styles
  • Niall Horan
  • Harry Styles
  • handjobs
  • confession of feelings
  • fluffy smut i guess
  • No sex though
  • i cried
  • Fluff
  • cute narry talk

  Summary

  "I think about you a lot when I touch myself."

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,878

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Comments:

  2

  Kudos:

  93

  Bookmarks:

  11

  Hits:

  2,387

• bliss by illdingmyself

  Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

  • Not Rated
  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • No category
  • Complete Work

  28 Dec 2013

  Tags

  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Niall Horan
  • Masturbation
  • i am so sorry i just had to get this off my mind
  • niall is a boyish boy and it hurts
  • he's basically fratboy!niall in this okay my heart hurts

  Summary

  basically niall likes to masturbate his boredom away

  Language:

  English

  Words:

  1,008

  Chapters:

  1/1

  Kudos:

  23

  Bookmarks:

  1

  Hits:

  1,131