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    On the life of his whole career, Lando would swear he doesn’t mean for it to become a routine, the café.

    Only, on Monday, Lewis stops technique to compliment Max’s extensions during centre adage – Max’s – and then directs his stupid, stuck-up, closed-lipped grin at Lando when he fucks up the timing of the same combination during his group’s rotation at it. And Lando can’t sit around the lobby avoiding everybody’s eyes after, feels like he’ll suffocate if he does, so he wraps his scarf around his neck another time and trudges the same four doors down, shoulders through the same door.

    “Morning!” Oscar calls from behind the counter.

    (Alternatively: Lando is a ballet dancer in timeout. Oscar works in a coffee shop. This is a Hallmark Christmas movie.)

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    31 Dec 2025

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    Oscar told himself he wasn’t going to let this fuck him up. And he won’t.

    But.

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    10 May 2025

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    Thirty seconds. The video is thirty seconds, and it takes two words, right at the end. Two words that are soft, gentle—you’d have to strain to hear them, but Lando doesn’t need to. He can’t hear anything else. They rattle around in his head, vision blurred, mouth dry.

    His hands shake, but then again, they always do.

    “Fuck—Lando."

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    12 May 2025

  4. Rec 92

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    Lando can’t think, can’t breathe. He wants to get on his knees, his back, put Oscar on his and keep him there.

    What the fuck.

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    13 May 2025

  5. Rec 60

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    Lando thinks that if he closed his eyes, he could almost imagine it was his win, his anthem, his lips on the trophy. But he doesn’t. Doesn’t deserve it, hasn’t earned it. He stares at his boots, into the crowd, up at the Silverstone sky, and he wishes for a feeling he’s not sure he’ll ever have back.

    Alternatively: Lando Norris vs. the Spain-Austria-Silverstone triple-header of 2024

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    09 Jun 2025