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  1. Public Bookmark 46

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    Beomgyu doesn’t know how long he sits there staring at the front door stupidly, waiting for him to come back. It feels like hours. His feet take him nowhere but the recesses of his mind and the past month. It surely hadn’t been like this for longer had it? Though sometimes Soobin was a little overprotective, a little foul with his mouth in his defense, a certain intensity in his guard. But he’d been different lately. He was almost… scary, at times.

    It was like he was a completely different person.

    (The members get a three day break from their schedules. Soobin comes back decidedly different; he’s withdrawn, then volatile and difficult. Beomgyu deals with the brunt of it before he breaks)

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Soobin takes Beomgyu to Phú Quốc, and the pieces fall into place.

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    15 Jan 2026

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    A corner of Beomgyu’s brain processes the sound of the ball slotting into the wheel.

    “Eight,” the dealer says.

    Choi Soobin smiles. “Lucky pick,” he says, and Beomgyu just stares at him, thoughts wiped. He’s not a superstitious man.


    On a trip to Las Vegas, Beomgyu meets someone from his past again and again and again.

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    13 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 30

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    Choi Soobin is straight. As straight as a ruler. Seriously. He's never had a gay thought in his life. Beomgyu coming home for summer break was not going to change that.

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    01 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    Soobin’s eyes meet Beomgyu’s, wide and intrusive, for the first time that entire ride. He inhales sharply around shards of glass, attempting to calm his nerves and thundering heartbeat.

    “Beomgyu, when have I ever hurt you? Would I?” His voice is laced with sincerity, edged with solemn.

    The letters strung together to form the shape of a ‘Yes.’ with his lips are dying on the tip of Beomgyu’s tongue, but in lieu of speaking, he snuffs it out with a brief shake of his head and a flutter of his dark eyelashes.

    Soobin is calloused with a lurid love for camel blues and his red truck while Beomgyu is starry eyed and bruised with a mother-shaped death begging for him back to the riverbank.

    When two scar-palmed lovers (or are they?) dash into a molasses soaked thoroughfare, they're thrown into the throes of balancing love, violence, and abandonment on life's axis.

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    31 Dec 2025