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Jungwon wakes a dozing Jay, to invite him to go out with him and Sunghoon. Heeseung, waking from his rest by Jay’s side, disagrees, and wants Jay to stay with him in their Paris hotel room, instead. In the privacy of their room, with nothing between them save the stark truth of what they share, Heeseung finally puts an end to Jay’s waiting and wondering.
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21 Mar 2025
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“You’re making that face again,” Sunghoon says, shoving at Jay to break him out of his stupor.
“What face?” Jay grumpily asks, rubbing a tired hand over his face to clear his expression into something much more neutral.
“That ugly face you make when you’re jealous because Jake isn’t paying attention to you,” Sunghoon says, causing Heeseung to snicker from beside him.
Or, Jay breaks up with Jake, but Jake isn't one to let go (and maybe Jay isn't, either).
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30 Jun 2025
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How to break your own heart in 10 easy ways
1. try to get over him
2. try harder
3. dye your hair blue
4. scream your heart out to taylor swift songs
5. be alone and think someday someone will see the stars with me and actually get excited
6. cut ties and fail at doing so because he’s your best friend but it hurts and claw at the walls of your heart
7. write poems for him and burn all of them in hopes the smell of smoke would drown his perfume
8. pretend you never fell in love in the first place
9. remember him. cry about him under the rain until your concerned best friend tells you to get inside
10. try again-
Jongseong falls in love. Being with Jungwon is easy, like breathing, like routine. One minute Jungwon is laughing, eyes scrunched into cute crescent moons and another minute Jongseong's heart clenched so tight, to the point of suffocation. And just like any other case of suffocation, it kills. It stole all the air from his lung and completely shattered his heart.
Jungwon is in love with someone else, someone who is not Park Jongseong.Bookmarked by jamcake
26 Feb 2025
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玉衣 - yù yī
n. The longing to feel things intensely again
"Why is it that now, as he stares at the mirror and sees what he knows is himself, he doesn’t recognize the person in front of him? So familiar, yet so foreign, and vice versa. The image staring back at him should look the part he’s always been assigned while dancing: determined, passionate, blissful. Alive. But if that’s the case, why does the image staring back at him so closely resemble the look of someone who’s never felt passionate towards a single thing in their life? Why does the image that is him look nothing like the person he’s always been—the person he’s come to be?"
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When Riki's passion for dance seemingly disappears into thin air, leaving him having to navigate through the feelings of loss and hopelessness, he must learn to love again.
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- Part 1 of obscure sorrows
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28 Apr 2024
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He’s surprised when he hears it. It’s soft. Almost wistful. Longing, but content. Bittersweet.
It’s undoubtedly romantic.
Heeseung feels like his heart has been ripped in half.
Jongseong helps Heeseung with a song for his mixtape. Heeseung spirals.
Bookmarked by jamcake
03 Sep 2025