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• I know you've suffered but I don't want you to hide. by jaspersgoncrzy

  Fandoms: Phandom/The Fantastic Foursome (Video Blogging RPF)  

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  28 Jun 2026

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  • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
  • Dan Howell/Phil Lester
  • Phil Lester/PJ Liguori
  • Dan Howell/PJ Liguori
  • Dan Howell
  • PJ Liguori
  • Phil Lester
  • Susan
  • Alternate Universe - Fantasy
  • alternative universe
  • Ghost Phil Lester
  • Clairvoyant Dan Howell
  • I Wrote This Instead of Sleeping
  • Fluff and Angst
  • References to Depression
  • Self-Esteem Issues
  • Slow Burn
  • No beta we die like phils minecraft pjs
  • Writing this while listening to hard launch

  Summary

  Dan Howell was used to being different. Majority of his early childhood was spend wondering why people always treated him differently, until he was around 13 and was taught exactly why. He saw things. Every day, he saw things - people and figures - whenever he left the safety of his room and telling people about this often led to a... change in the way they looked at him, though. This meant self hatred had become a big thing in his life.

  However, that all changed when he met a strangely pale, mysterious man named Phil Lester.

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