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It has been two years and four months since he has heard Eoin’s voice
Paddy takes a shuddering breath, fixes his gaze on the lapping water in front of him. Eoin has never spoken to him before, had always remained that perfect image lingering on the edge of his vision, haunting him. A reminder of what he had lost, what he yearns for, the other half of him that has been missing now for longer than Paddy had had him. He hasn’t allowed himself to think like this. Been easier to pretend that Paddy is repenting for an unmatched love, a debased desire, the sinful revisionist rewriting of history. That it hadn’t happened at all.
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04 Aug 2026
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In between blowing up Jerry airplanes and reading his Keats, Paddy wrote many letters home. He wrote most often to his sister, monthly to his mother, and once to Margaret McGonigal.
OR: Paddy writes to Eoin's mother after his death and receives some unexpected closure.
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30 Jul 2026
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Eoin rarely picked fights, but unfortunately it's the only way to get the attention of someone like Paddy Mayne.
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30 Jul 2026
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Untouchable Face by ZenaidaMacroura
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 Jun 2026
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Shane was twelve when hockey scouts started showing up to his games. He was barely fifteen when a check went horribly wrong, fucked his knee to hell and gave him a grade III concussion. During rehab he found swimming, and he was seventeen when he went to the Olympics as a relay-only swimmer who only swam the prelims.
He’s 24 and working for his mom’s sports PR company when he meets Ilya Fucking Rozanov.
May contain: Shane Hollander navigating what it means to be mostly normal when your whole childhood was about preparing you for greatness. Shane Hollander attempting to flirt. Possibly less than 100% accurate descriptions of what a sports PR agent does.
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29 Jun 2026
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There is a shift behind Niall, and then there is the press of something new, right up against the curve of his backside, thick and insistent and so, so far from anything Niall could have expected.
Ruben is hard.
Ruben is still panting as if he’s just returned from a run, is still trembling slightly, and there, pressed flush against Niall, he is fully, unquestionably hard.
“Ruben,” Niall gasps again, and this time Ruben responds.
The arm around Niall’s chest tightens, and the one slipped into the gap between Niall’s neck and the pillow rises, an impossibly large seeming hand cupping over Niall’s mouth.
“Quiet, Bambi,” Ruben whispers in his ear. “Don’t want mammy to hear you, do you?”
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29 Jun 2026