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He is in love with him, completely and utterly. Truly and thoroughly. Madly and unequivocally.
Or ;; A string of events that lead Jongseong into realizing that he is in love with Yang Jungwon, the aforementioned happening itself, and then everything that follows.
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Love of the Moon by SugarTearz
Fandoms: ヴァニタスの手記 | Vanitas no Carte | The Case Study of Vanitas (Anime)
17 Jul 2025
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Noé somehow manages to drink Vanitas’s blood without being slaughtered on site- yet finds he can’t see into any of the man’s memories.
But Vanitas can see into his.
Since the time they met, Noé doesn’t seem to be able to digest anyone else’s blood except for Vanitas’s- The smell is oh so enticing, unlike any blood he’s ever come across.
A cannon rewrite with some pizazz!
This fic isn’t abandoned, don’t worry- just under reconstruction bc I lost my train of thought
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Bookmarked by kashiville (jaywonists)
14 May 2023
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the water's getting colder, let me in your ocean, swim by vintagepoet for jaywonists
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
02 Jan 2023
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Riki doesn’t know a lot of things, but he does know two things for certain right now:
1.) He’s not presenting as an alpha
2.) He’s not presenting as an omegaHe squeezes his eyes shut—a futile attempt at calming himself down—and rakes a hand through his hair as he sits up in the bed. Nothing. He feels fine. Slowly, he brings his hand up to his neck again, rubbing it against his scent gland, feeling the heat radiating off of his skin. The scent is faint as he pulls his hand away and meekly smells it, finding the same muted scent that he still can’t identify. But it’s there, nonetheless. Okay, so he knows three things for certain:
3.) He’s presenting as a beta
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Riki presents as a beta, having to hide his true secondary gender from the public, all while being in love with a certain alpha that he can't have.
Bookmarked by jaywonists
04 Jan 2023
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sobbing forever and ever kai author of the century
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玉衣 - yù yī
n. The longing to feel things intensely again
"Why is it that now, as he stares at the mirror and sees what he knows is himself, he doesn’t recognize the person in front of him? So familiar, yet so foreign, and vice versa. The image staring back at him should look the part he’s always been assigned while dancing: determined, passionate, blissful. Alive. But if that’s the case, why does the image staring back at him so closely resemble the look of someone who’s never felt passionate towards a single thing in their life? Why does the image that is him look nothing like the person he’s always been—the person he’s come to be?"
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When Riki's passion for dance seemingly disappears into thin air, leaving him having to navigate through the feelings of loss and hopelessness, he must learn to love again.
Series
- Part 1 of obscure sorrows
Bookmarked by jaywonists
05 Oct 2022
Bookmarker's Notes
kai and his running theme of writing complete masterpieces