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    “They’re… chaos,” Remus said firmly. “And chaos is—”
    “Rock and roll.”
    He looked at Sirius sharply, and for once, matched his grin. “Yeah.”
    “Maybe that’s my excuse then,” Sirius said. “I cause a bit of chaos now, and maybe one day, it’ll turn into rock and roll.”

    After losing his mother at age eleven, Remus has spent the better part of the last four years bouncing from school to school or else running around London and pretending as though he wasn't the kind of well-bred boy his father brought him up to be. Now, with his chances all run out, Remus is sent to Hawkings Independent School as a last-ditch effort to clean up his act. There he meets the very people who will set up the rest of his life, and is forced to confront the pieces of himself he'd long thought had been lost.

    (genuinely not apologising for the slow-burn in this fic anymore. You've been warned <3)

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    13 Apr 2026

  2. Rec 14

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    It's the first day of school.

    Some dude parked his motorcycle in the access aisle and Remus is annoyed. Witchcraft is done about it.

    Peter is ready to change everyone's minds. He's ready to be something special.

    Sirius steps foot in a library. They rebuke each other equally.

    It's a bright day and the world is spinning. James Potter was born to sparkle.

    *~*~*~*~*

    More tags to be added and of course more info in the notes. Marauders take on American high school !

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    13 Apr 2026

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    “All in all, the build up to Hogwarts just made Remus feel more and more depressed as each day passed until September 1st. Why couldn’t he just be normal? he thought, lying on his bed one night. He just wanted a normal school experience without having to deal with his stupid body and his stupid lycanthropy. Having to hide so much, and having to transform every single month for the rest of his life. Every. Single. Bloody. Month. As well as going through the wrong damn puberty. It was all wrong. Everything was wrong.

    Remus bit into his pillow. The whole situation, every overwhelming emotion pressing against his chest, just made him want to scream.”

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    Remus Lupin has more than one secret, and there’s no way of knowing who he can trust. All he has are his parents, but they can’t protect him when he goes off to Hogwarts.

    But then Remus meets a boy and his two other friends, and soon realises that some secrets can’t be kept forever.

    Canon compliant if you want it to be. Personally, this is more self-indulgent than anything.

    Disclaimer: I am writing this as nothing more than a big, long, over-complicated fuck you to jk rowling.

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    13 Apr 2026

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    "Perhaps that would be the solution to all of this. Just scream and scream and scream until he disrupted everyone in the building, until he made them all feel as uncomfortable as he was feeling today. Until maybe, just maybe, they could understand a sliver of his pain. He was dying and he had gained a third of a stone and he was dying and he was dying and he was dying–"

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    part two to 'the sea is a good place to think of the future' (read that first, this is NOT a stand alone fic)

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    13 Oct 2024