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Already on the sidewalk, a few steps in, Jaehyun stopped. “What the fuck am I doing?” he thought.
“Hey, Sun?” Jaehyun said, turning his body to the house once again.
Sungho was about to close the door, then stopped, looking confused at Jaehyun. Myung then smiled like a cute puppy, and, without thinking too much, took a step forward, putting his hands into his pockets, trying not to chicken out.
“Wanna… take a walk with me? Like before.”
Sungho hesitated for a moment before nodding just like a kid.
“Of course.”or...
Myung Jaehyun comes back to his hometown after years for Christmas, and ends up finding comfort in his first love, Park Sungho.
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07 Mar 2026
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afraid of sealing my fate (still i dream of him) by gngfourz
Fandoms: BOYNEXTDOOR (Korea Band)
16 May 2025
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Donghyun just wanted to feel free, to be able to love without guilt. He wanted to feel the sense of normalcy that everyone around him seemed to have found, the one that Donghyun never got in his past relationships. He was selfish, as his constant wanting led to losing the one person who gave him the only thing he had ever wanted in his life.
Donghyun laughed bitterly before taking a bite of the sliced cake. It was chocolate-flavored, covered in chocolate ganache with a strawberry on top—Dongmin’s favorite. His heart panged, bile rose in his throat. He took another bite and tucked away the shame.
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Donghyun learns what it means to love, and the costs that comes with.
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05 Mar 2026
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He never noticed how broken he was — so quietly broken that he didn’t even realise he needed something… someone… to lean on. He never realised how hard life had been. How he had powered through everything with a steady smile, pretending it was nothing.
And he never realised how someone had been there the whole time — helping him power through.
He never thanked him.
5 times Junseo helped Jiahao through life, 1 time Jiahao finally thanked him.
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04 Mar 2026
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Leehan never thought of himself as the obsessive type.
Sure, he was a little strange, everyone knew that. Hes the kind of guy who talks to his fish like they understand him and spends hours yapping about the possibility of alien life. He’s curious, eccentric, maybe a little too fixated on the things he likes.
but not… this.
Not someone.
Not Taesan.
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31 Dec 2025
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“Taesan-ah, can you be the one to keep contact with Leehan?”
For a second, Taesan is sure he misheard.
What.
“Yeah,” he says, voice coming out steady despite the way his brain short-circuits, “got it.”
Sungho nods, satisfied, already moving on to the next agenda item.
The fuck.
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Taesan was the assigned producer to Leehan, which wasn't part of the job description, but what the fuck! Leehan kept coming up to him for questions on the script, anyway.