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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    “It’s for you,” Megumi explains, still refusing to look over. His arm is fully extended in the meager space between them now. “To hold. So you can sleep.”

    Itadori looks down, bewildered, at Megumi’s tense arm stretched out on the sheets, at his balled fist and the way the rest of his body remains stick-straight. “Seriously?”

    Megumi nods. He wills his face into an impassive mask.

    “But-”

    “You said you can’t sleep unless you’re holding onto something right?” Megumi grits out. “But there’s nothing in here you can cling to. So just hold onto my arm and go to sleep,”

    Itadori frowns, the smallest wrinkle forming between his brows. It makes his already tired face look even more exhausted. He’s always like this, Megumi can’t help but think. Constantly worrying about other people. Maybe he should worry about himself more for a change.


    Megumi's a light sleeper, and Yuuji needs something to hold.

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    22 Dec 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 1

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    Whether it's your childhood innocence being taken away or the internalized homophobia that never leaves your head, you can't scrub his hands off of you, sleeping around won't help. Once you take in the true intimacy of being in a confusing yet irrestible relationship with your friend, it's hard to act like you don't recognize your feelings. No matter how many girls you sleep with, none will ever compare to your best friend.

    Yuuji knows it's wrong. He wants to pretend he knows how to act on his thoughts. Even if the thoughts might be dirty things about Megumi, he wants to act on other ones.

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    22 Dec 2025

  3. Public Bookmark 22

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    Yuuji swallows. He rubs the back of his neck like the embarrassment is finally catching up with him, and the bastard has the audacity to smile, then, all awkward laughs and averting eyes and Megumi might strangle him. He’ll have to do it himself; he knows the dogs wouldn’t listen if he asked them to go for his jugular, not the dogs or Nue or any shikigami he could summon because they’re all traitors that listen too close to his own goddamned fucking heart.

    “I-“ Yuuji starts again, and clears his throat. Megumi feels his pulse hammering under his skin, his blood a live wire. “It’s just…I’ve never kissed anyone before, is all. And I know it’s kind of stupid but if I ever get the chance to before…well, you know. I want to be good at it in case it ever happens. So I thought…I thought you could show me how.”

    in which itadori yuuji asks fushiguro megumi for a favor

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    19 Nov 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 40

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    “What are you thinking about?” Yuuji asks, in little more than a whisper. He worries that if he speaks too loudly, this moment will end.

    Megumi is silent for so long that Yuuji isn’t sure he plans to answer. Just as Yuuji forgets that he’s even asked him a question, Megumi speaks.

    “How lonely it would be without you,” Megumi replies, so quietly that Yuuji almost thinks he imagined it.

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    The battle ends in Shinjuku, the students return to school, and Megumi can’t shake those words from his mind.

    *includes major manga spoilers!*

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    03 Aug 2025

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    When Kaveh discovers that Alhaitham has been reading a book about human sexuality and kinks, he generously offers to assist Alhaitham with some sexual exploration. It’s a risky proposal, and one that could end very badly—thanks to their falling-out years ago, the two of them have trust issues galore.

    But it turns out that Kaveh and Alhaitham are surprisingly good at trust and communication when it comes to sex…which raises some questions about the nature of their relationship, and where exactly this whole experiment is leading them.

    “Look,” Kaveh says, “if you’re going to approach sexual pleasure like an experiment, most potential partners won’t take too kindly to the idea of you having sex with them for science. Therefore, to spare all the poor people you’d inevitably insult in your quest for data, I am willing to be that person.”

    “How charitable of you,” Alhaitham says.

    “And I assume that you’re somewhat comfortable with the idea of having sex with me,” Kaveh adds, “or else you wouldn’t have been so willing to have my fingers in your mouth just now.”

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    02 Jun 2025