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   june bug by suspendrs

   Fandoms: One Direction (Band)  

   • Not Rated
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   09 Dec 2020

   Tags

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   • Harry Styles/Louis Tomlinson
   • Harry Styles
   • Louis Tomlinson
   • Niall Horan
   • Liam Payne
   • Zayn Malik
   • Gemma Styles
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Mentions of Suicide
   • Like
   • A lot of them - Freeform
   • Depression
   • Mentions of Death
   • Happy Ending
   • Alcohol
   • Implied/Referenced Drug Use
   • way too many fucking metaphors tbh
   • Suicide Attempt
   • Sexual Assault
   • (in the past)
   • Repressed Memories
   • Minor Character Death
   • contemplations of death
   • Drowning
   • Animal Death

   Summary

   “Aren’t you happy that you exist?” Louis asks.

   No, Harry thinks, but he doesn’t say it out loud.

    

   Or, Harry meets Louis on a cool night at the end of June.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   57,047

   Chapters:

   4/4

   Comments:

   65

   Kudos:

   597

   Bookmarks:

   236

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