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    Castiel is extremely, irrevocably, annoyingly in love with Dean Winchester.

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    12 Dec 2025

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    Dean Winchester is a body, and his body has been saved. Or: 5 times a stranger saw Dean Winchester after Hell, and 1 time someone else did.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    It’s—God, everything is so—Dean’s supposed to be this all-knowing guy. This gifted savior come to fix all that got screwed over before. But the longer he’s allowed to make choices and the longer he squeezes himself into this body that doesn’t fit him anymore, the more he feels like he’s just not cut out for it.

    He's not smart enough for this. Not creative or artistic enough—if the past were made out of clay, vulnerable to whatever shape Dean’s hands are capable of making, then he thinks the past might take the shape of a gun. He imagines the timeline crumpling in his hands to the metaphorical barrel end of it, a dark tunnel waiting for the inevitable explosion to go off by his calloused fingers.

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    Or: During the rapture, in a moment of hopelessness, Jack sends Dean back to 2015 on a mission: Kill God. Only, he gets the day wrong and Dean pops up in 2008, freshly out of hell with too much baggage and not a clue how to stop Chuck. He also struggles with accountability (or lack thereof). But what else is new.

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    09 Dec 2025

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    Then it’s just him and Jack. Him and the kid.

    And the entire near future branches out before him, a sad unflattering replica of Sylvia Plath’s fig tree. Where the possible futures don’t stretch into years and lifetimes, but grow into short stalks of accidental maiming. Where the kid gets sick because Dean doesn’t know how to feed him, gets bruised because Dean doesn't know how to hold him, cries because Dean isn’t his mother or his father or a sub-family he can count on.

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    Or: Cas dies, Jack is a newborn baby, Sam is going through something, and Dean doesn’t know what to do. Until he does.

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    08 Dec 2025

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    Dean drives away from Sam, after his own brother tried to kill his daughter. He wants nothing more than being home, with his family safe and happy around him, and putting that behind them.

    Life is never that simple for him. But with Cas and Emma at his side, and his found family never far away, it’s going to be fine.

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    08 Dec 2025