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Does time heal all wounds or are some simply too deep to come back from?
Felix's goal is to heal others. A lifetime spent helping couples mend their broken hearts means he doesn't have to look at his own. How long can he ignore the past before it catches up with him?
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He is angry… he still hates me.
A wet sob breaks free from his chest. “I can’t stand the sight of you” echoes in his mind like a canon. He looks to Hyunjin and Minho in panic. Confusion marring their faces as they take in the look of pure heartache and fear on his face.
This can’t be happening, they were never supposed to meet again.
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“Do you still love him?”
Chan chuckles softly before looking directly into the camera. “Am I still breathing?"
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25 Mar 2026
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A long time ago in what might have been a different life. When they'd been young and tender and innocent.
He’d known Felix back when he was Bbokie.OR
Hyunjin is back home after his first year of college. He’s hurtling toward a future he never even wanted and trying his hardest to not think about it. But an unexpected reunion has him thinking that maybe, there’s still hope for a happy ending.
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24 Mar 2026
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Wolfbird by OpalApparition
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.
Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.
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22 Mar 2026
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It’s desperation that drives Felix to place himself at the mercy of someone he has no right to expect kindness from. Six months on the street with his funds running low, if one of his father’s men doesn’t kill him then the oncoming winter will. Going to Chan is a decided risk, he might put a bullet in Felix's skull instead of taking on the job he's offering, but— well. At least that death will be quick.
But Chan doesn’t kill him. He gives Felix shelter, gives him a home. And Felix finds himself in way too deep with a man who doesn’t even fully know who he’s falling for.
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- Part 1 of the blood on your lies
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15 Mar 2026
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The year is 2023. After the laser incident, the company laid down strict rules: no excessive closeness in front of the cameras. But for Hyunjin and Felix, the distance grew far beyond mere policy. Felix pulled away so completely that a real wall of silence and unspoken resentment formed between them. What shattered their legendary friendship?
How long can you pretend everything is fine when it's clearly not? They’re just friends, aren’t they?- Language:
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14 Mar 2026